- Scared of earthquake strikes me again.
- There is no destiny between me n she
- Andrew can go back to kuantan and celebrate mooncake festival at TC!!!!!
- Didnt watch G-Force but watched a rubbish movie
- I am so short!!!
- Is there any way for me to befriended with her???
- 2 more weeks for the D-Day!!!
Why am i so emo?
The Most Happening Week in My Life
Summary of the first week in October:
It is very happening to me. A lot of things happened. All out of sudden.
Top of the list is>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>EARTHQUAKE in front of my eyes. Ei, not, it is not in front of my eyes. It is under my feet!!!!
2nd place>>>>>>>>> when i realised i really have no chance to get to know her. The God just wouldn't give me a chance to talk to her.
3rd place>>>>>>>>> liverpool lost badly to fiorentina. Damn it!!
4th or 5th place>>>>>>>>>>>>>i wasted rm9 to watch a movie talking about actually 18PL is only as good as Tom chasing after Jerry in "Tom and Jerry"
5th or 4th place>>>>>>>>>>i cant believe this!!! i saw finalists of Miss Malaysia 2009 in front of me!!! It was in Sunway Pyramid today. Eng Hoe and me went there to watch that rubbish movie. On the way back to the car, when we were passing by a toilet, suddenly a convoy of tall, heavy make up and slim gals walked out from toilet. One by one. They are wearing only mini sweater, that kind of sweater only cover half of their bodies and exposed their belly button. They are so tall!!! Even Eng Hoe only as tall as them. But of course they are wearing high heel shoes.
I cant believe all the finalists of Miss Malaysia 2009 appeared in front of me. It just like a handsome, rich, young guy surrounded by a group of pretty gals!!! OMG!!! I am getting horny now. Better stop it before it is too late.
The 1st and 2nd affect me the most. Especially the 2nd one. Afternoon, i was so emo because of that. At nite, i was so high because i saw a convoy of leng nui right in front of me, like they are escorting me. Haha!!! I am going to be crazy. In less than 6 hours, my spirit goes from lowest to highest. My God!!!
Haha!!!! But i like it!!! At least my life is not boring!!!
Yeepie!!!!
It is very happening to me. A lot of things happened. All out of sudden.
Top of the list is>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>EARTHQUAKE in front of my eyes. Ei, not, it is not in front of my eyes. It is under my feet!!!!
2nd place>>>>>>>>> when i realised i really have no chance to get to know her. The God just wouldn't give me a chance to talk to her.
3rd place>>>>>>>>> liverpool lost badly to fiorentina. Damn it!!
4th or 5th place>>>>>>>>>>>>>i wasted rm9 to watch a movie talking about actually 18PL is only as good as Tom chasing after Jerry in "Tom and Jerry"
5th or 4th place>>>>>>>>>>i cant believe this!!! i saw finalists of Miss Malaysia 2009 in front of me!!! It was in Sunway Pyramid today. Eng Hoe and me went there to watch that rubbish movie. On the way back to the car, when we were passing by a toilet, suddenly a convoy of tall, heavy make up and slim gals walked out from toilet. One by one. They are wearing only mini sweater, that kind of sweater only cover half of their bodies and exposed their belly button. They are so tall!!! Even Eng Hoe only as tall as them. But of course they are wearing high heel shoes.
I cant believe all the finalists of Miss Malaysia 2009 appeared in front of me. It just like a handsome, rich, young guy surrounded by a group of pretty gals!!! OMG!!! I am getting horny now. Better stop it before it is too late.
The 1st and 2nd affect me the most. Especially the 2nd one. Afternoon, i was so emo because of that. At nite, i was so high because i saw a convoy of leng nui right in front of me, like they are escorting me. Haha!!! I am going to be crazy. In less than 6 hours, my spirit goes from lowest to highest. My God!!!
Haha!!!! But i like it!!! At least my life is not boring!!!
Yeepie!!!!
Another RUBBISH movie
Walau!!! This movie is totally sucks!!!! Hope you can read the title of this RUBBISH movie by your own. What i can say is that it is a totally rubbish movie!!! Why? Hmm, before entering the reasons, let me show you the poster of this movie.
I dont know it is starred by who. The acting is ok actually. The story line is the problem. OK, go and check back my ticket again. Written there: 18PL. So, anyone should expect a blood-splashing, bone cracking, high level of violence movie. But, it turns out to be a U (umum) movie.
There is no blood. Even when the soldiers are shot, there is no blood spurting out from the gun-shot wound. What the hell is the 18PL stands for??? Walau!!! 18PL means what???
Dont tell me malaysia rates this movie 18PL just because of there is a scene of making love??? There is no naked body. Only bra, panties and underwear. That's all!!! Only kissing and hugging. No f@#$%ng!!! I dont understand why 18PL!!!
Blood? No. Fractured bone?? No. Disgusting scene??? No. Intenstines, brains, legs, arms throwing here and there???? No, no, no!!!
18PL for this kind of lame movie? Not worth watching at all. I wasted rm9 plus rm6.90 for popcorn n coke. Haiz.....bad day.....
Did i mention this is another movie based on a stupid computer game?
Hollywood running out idea already....
My 1st ever experience
So, what is running in your mind when reading the title??
Are you thinking what i am thinking???
The problem is you dont know what i am thinking.....wakaka.......suddenly feel so lame......
On 30th of September, something happened on this Earth. In case you dont know (got such stupid people in this world???), it was EARTHQUAKE!!!
The best thing (or worst thing) is that i am so lucky (or unlucky) that i was on the spot to witness it and actually feel it!!!
Wednesday, a usual day to study, study and lots more of study.
I am in the library as usual, and this time Eng Hoe, Naif and Pek (Syafiq) join me (surprisingly huh....).
We are discussing chemistry past year questions. And i still remember it is about chemical energitics.
At first, chair and table start shaking. Normal malaysians thought, when a table is shaking, malaysians will think of someone is shaking their legs. This is what happened.
Pek, me and eng hoe are sitting. Naif is standing beside the table. When the table start shaking, i thought pek is shaking. Eng hoe thought i am shaking. Pek thought naif is shaking. So, at the end nobody cares about the shaking table.
Until the tables and chairs in the library start to shake "vigorously" (?) and produce "keekit....keekit.....keekitkeeekkiittt...." sound. Haha, at this moment, question marks arises in everyone's head.
Now, everyone eye sight is stink on the book shelves. The book shelves are shaking. We can see the wave-shape at book shelves. The book shelves are shaking!!! It moves like tofu!!! So soft!!! Vibrating left to right then right to left. Imagine a wooden book shelves fulled with books are shaking like tofu. It is just so hard to believe what we see. And dont forget malaysia doesnt have earthquake!!!
So, who will think of earthquake at the first moment when the bookshelves are shaking??? Everyone is staring at the bookshelves. The library is so quiet at that moment. We can only hear "keekkitkkkeekit" sound. It has never been so quiet in the library.
The funniest thing is that everyone's mouth is in "o" shape, looking at the bookshelves. And the librarian (milk-selling girl ^.^ ) is actually holding a book in her hand which is hanging in the air and staring at the shaking bookshelves, not moving at all!!! Everyone is static. Like everyone is "paused", only table, chair and bookshelve are shaking.
We all only get back to our mind when a chinese guy shouted "di zhen!!!" (english translation: EARTHQUAKE!!!). Then all of us looking at each other and dont know what to do. Some people started to keep their stuff and go out from library. But most of us still sitting and dont know what to do. Only the aunty librarian (not milk-selling gal!!) ask us to evacuate the library only we started to get our way out from library. And still, nobody is running. We are walking at walking pace. Just like normal. Only that our stuffs are left on the table. Wakaka!!!!
We all gathered at a place which is considered the safest in taylors compond, basketball court (i really doubt this). Ok, story ends.
10 minutes later. Because we are not allowed to go up, eng hoe and me go to ac and eat and naif and pek go to majeed. Suddenly, Desmond calls me (ya, it is desmond, anthony.....). He tells me library is closing soon.
F**k!!! Closing !!! And i am eating. What to do? I have to run back to college and eng hoe is left there to look after the food. I think i was crazy at that moment. No other people is in the library other than me and aunty librarians. And i brace myself to danger my life just to save my chemistry past year papers??? I must be crazy!!!! The best thing is....i am the last people to walk out from library. So creepy!!!!
Haha, luckily i am able to posting my latest post at this very second. I am still alive!!! Woohoo!!!
But naif's and pek's belongings are not that lucky. Their stuffs are locked in library and they cant allowed to go in and have to take it the next day.
Haha, so should i consider myself as a lucky guy for being the last person to salvage my belongings??? Should i consider myself as a lucky guy because i am able to experience first-hand earthquake in my very own country, Malaysia and it is surely a very rare occasion in Malaysia (not as rare as this if you want to compare it with corruption-free society in Malaysia just for one day)???
Yeah!!! I am malaysian!! I experience earthquake in malaysia!!! Conclusion: Malaysia is not a safe place to stay because there is earthquake!! (or should i say taylors building structure is lousy???)
Are you thinking what i am thinking???
The problem is you dont know what i am thinking.....wakaka.......suddenly feel so lame......
On 30th of September, something happened on this Earth. In case you dont know (got such stupid people in this world???), it was EARTHQUAKE!!!
The best thing (or worst thing) is that i am so lucky (or unlucky) that i was on the spot to witness it and actually feel it!!!
Wednesday, a usual day to study, study and lots more of study.
I am in the library as usual, and this time Eng Hoe, Naif and Pek (Syafiq) join me (surprisingly huh....).
We are discussing chemistry past year questions. And i still remember it is about chemical energitics.
At first, chair and table start shaking. Normal malaysians thought, when a table is shaking, malaysians will think of someone is shaking their legs. This is what happened.
Pek, me and eng hoe are sitting. Naif is standing beside the table. When the table start shaking, i thought pek is shaking. Eng hoe thought i am shaking. Pek thought naif is shaking. So, at the end nobody cares about the shaking table.
Until the tables and chairs in the library start to shake "vigorously" (?) and produce "keekit....keekit.....keekitkeeekkiittt...." sound. Haha, at this moment, question marks arises in everyone's head.
Now, everyone eye sight is stink on the book shelves. The book shelves are shaking. We can see the wave-shape at book shelves. The book shelves are shaking!!! It moves like tofu!!! So soft!!! Vibrating left to right then right to left. Imagine a wooden book shelves fulled with books are shaking like tofu. It is just so hard to believe what we see. And dont forget malaysia doesnt have earthquake!!!
So, who will think of earthquake at the first moment when the bookshelves are shaking??? Everyone is staring at the bookshelves. The library is so quiet at that moment. We can only hear "keekkitkkkeekit" sound. It has never been so quiet in the library.
The funniest thing is that everyone's mouth is in "o" shape, looking at the bookshelves. And the librarian (milk-selling girl ^.^ ) is actually holding a book in her hand which is hanging in the air and staring at the shaking bookshelves, not moving at all!!! Everyone is static. Like everyone is "paused", only table, chair and bookshelve are shaking.
We all only get back to our mind when a chinese guy shouted "di zhen!!!" (english translation: EARTHQUAKE!!!). Then all of us looking at each other and dont know what to do. Some people started to keep their stuff and go out from library. But most of us still sitting and dont know what to do. Only the aunty librarian (not milk-selling gal!!) ask us to evacuate the library only we started to get our way out from library. And still, nobody is running. We are walking at walking pace. Just like normal. Only that our stuffs are left on the table. Wakaka!!!!
We all gathered at a place which is considered the safest in taylors compond, basketball court (i really doubt this). Ok, story ends.
10 minutes later. Because we are not allowed to go up, eng hoe and me go to ac and eat and naif and pek go to majeed. Suddenly, Desmond calls me (ya, it is desmond, anthony.....). He tells me library is closing soon.
F**k!!! Closing !!! And i am eating. What to do? I have to run back to college and eng hoe is left there to look after the food. I think i was crazy at that moment. No other people is in the library other than me and aunty librarians. And i brace myself to danger my life just to save my chemistry past year papers??? I must be crazy!!!! The best thing is....i am the last people to walk out from library. So creepy!!!!
Haha, luckily i am able to posting my latest post at this very second. I am still alive!!! Woohoo!!!
But naif's and pek's belongings are not that lucky. Their stuffs are locked in library and they cant allowed to go in and have to take it the next day.
Haha, so should i consider myself as a lucky guy for being the last person to salvage my belongings??? Should i consider myself as a lucky guy because i am able to experience first-hand earthquake in my very own country, Malaysia and it is surely a very rare occasion in Malaysia (not as rare as this if you want to compare it with corruption-free society in Malaysia just for one day)???
Yeah!!! I am malaysian!! I experience earthquake in malaysia!!! Conclusion: Malaysia is not a safe place to stay because there is earthquake!! (or should i say taylors building structure is lousy???)
Ghost!!!
Hey, i think everyone knows that "Hungry Ghost Festival" just passed. It is a very long month right? Especially for A-level students....Haha....
But, unfortunately, i met a ghost. Ya.....a ghost. It's all happened from here>>>
It is 11-9-2009. Yes, the 8th anniversary of 9-11 incident. And it is also the day i finished my A-level trials. Happily, Anthony, Shawn and me go to "chang k" (karaoke) at Redbox.
While we are singing like mad fellow in the room (not me, i behave like a nerdy wearing specs the whole period 0.0 ) i captured something mysterious!!!!
Can you see that??? Ya, that one!!!! The one wearing green-coloured shirt!!!! Hey, don't misunderstand!!!! I am not talking the human on the tv screen!!! I am talking about the ghost who is holding a camera!!!! Spooky.......
I also find out there is another ghost in that room. And this one is more scary. According to wikipedia, this kind of ghost is not originated from Malaysia. It is far more stronger than our own "pontianak" or "orang minyak"!!!
His name is "ghost guy" (literally translated into chinese is ????? )
Strangely, ghost guy is holding a mic. Now the ghost really very canggih already. They even know how to sing karaoke??!! Look like what we all chinese have been doing all these while is right!!! Burn all those cars, mansions, laptop, karaoke set, passports to our ancestors is a right move!!!!
Yeah!!! And to avoid creating a chaos in Subang community, i will not disclose this incident is happened at Sunway Pyramid Redbox!!! Haha, Hannah Yeoh will not blame me for spreading ghost story at her territory!!! Hooray!!! Blek!!!
Hope everyone did not meet any "good buddies" during this whole month!!! Happy Hungry Ghost Festival!!! (happy?! why happy?)
Aftermath.....................
S**t!!! Something spooky really happens!!! After i published this post, my firefox windows pop out this thing!!!
Haiz.....look like have to burn something to the "good buddies"....
But, unfortunately, i met a ghost. Ya.....a ghost. It's all happened from here>>>
It is 11-9-2009. Yes, the 8th anniversary of 9-11 incident. And it is also the day i finished my A-level trials. Happily, Anthony, Shawn and me go to "chang k" (karaoke) at Redbox.
While we are singing like mad fellow in the room (not me, i behave like a nerdy wearing specs the whole period 0.0 ) i captured something mysterious!!!!
Can you see that??? Ya, that one!!!! The one wearing green-coloured shirt!!!! Hey, don't misunderstand!!!! I am not talking the human on the tv screen!!! I am talking about the ghost who is holding a camera!!!! Spooky.......
I also find out there is another ghost in that room. And this one is more scary. According to wikipedia, this kind of ghost is not originated from Malaysia. It is far more stronger than our own "pontianak" or "orang minyak"!!!
His name is "ghost guy" (literally translated into chinese is ????? )
Strangely, ghost guy is holding a mic. Now the ghost really very canggih already. They even know how to sing karaoke??!! Look like what we all chinese have been doing all these while is right!!! Burn all those cars, mansions, laptop, karaoke set, passports to our ancestors is a right move!!!!
Yeah!!! And to avoid creating a chaos in Subang community, i will not disclose this incident is happened at Sunway Pyramid Redbox!!! Haha, Hannah Yeoh will not blame me for spreading ghost story at her territory!!! Hooray!!! Blek!!!
Hope everyone did not meet any "good buddies" during this whole month!!! Happy Hungry Ghost Festival!!! (happy?! why happy?)
Aftermath.....................
S**t!!! Something spooky really happens!!! After i published this post, my firefox windows pop out this thing!!!
Haiz.....look like have to burn something to the "good buddies"....
Chemistry Lab
Ok, after physics lab is the chemistry lab. The only time that can unite our whole class. Woohoo!! Why? Because that's the only time our whole class can actually feel free to talk to each other!! Without restrictions!!! We can talk, laugh, shout, sing, fart (did we???), drink and even eat!!!!
Woohoo!!! I just like chemistry practical!!!! Thanks to Miss Chan a.k.a. Mrs Chan (Kuok Shawn). Thanks Mr and Mrs Chan!!!
I don't know this is how many posts about my chemistry practicals. So, just let it be nth post!!!
The pictures i want to show is quite not in organised manner. But who cares??? We read other's people blog just want to look at the pictures, right? Remember tziaaa?? Wakaka!!!!
This is the experiment about.........erm..........heat enthalpy change right??? Nevermind. That's not important.
This is how the experiment supposed to be. A burette and a polystyrene cup supported by a beaker.
And because of a split second careless.....somebody's experiment became this>>>>>
Can you see that??? There's a hole at the polystyrene cup!!!! Why this happen?? Rewind to 5 seconds earlier!!!
Maybe the picture is not clear. Let me explain to you. Can you see there is an object penetrating through (penetrate....i love this word!!! ^o^) the polystyrene cup?? There is a burette!!!
Do you this experiment can be continued??? Haha!!! Of course no!!! How to accumulate the liquid in the polystyrene cup???
Who's the culprit? This ang mou lang>>>
Can you see the guy behind the ang mou lang also with a big smile on his face??? Haha!!! That's the reason i like chemistry practical!!! Everyone is happy!!!
Not exactly. There is one serious face>>>>
Hehe....this picture is extremely rare. It is very difficult to get this "star"'s picture. Hiahiahia!!!
He just so cool in the class. Every experiment is like dropping atomic bomb on Nagasaki.....total concentration....
To make our life happier, we can cover him with a conical flask. How to do it??
Yeah!!! That's the way.
Wait, did anyone see Ling Zhi Ling??? Yes, the real ling zhi ling.....
Look at the legs wooi!!! *.*
Woohoo!!! I just like chemistry practical!!!! Thanks to Miss Chan a.k.a. Mrs Chan (Kuok Shawn). Thanks Mr and Mrs Chan!!!
I don't know this is how many posts about my chemistry practicals. So, just let it be nth post!!!
The pictures i want to show is quite not in organised manner. But who cares??? We read other's people blog just want to look at the pictures, right? Remember tziaaa?? Wakaka!!!!
This is the experiment about.........erm..........heat enthalpy change right??? Nevermind. That's not important.
This is how the experiment supposed to be. A burette and a polystyrene cup supported by a beaker.
And because of a split second careless.....somebody's experiment became this>>>>>
Can you see that??? There's a hole at the polystyrene cup!!!! Why this happen?? Rewind to 5 seconds earlier!!!
Maybe the picture is not clear. Let me explain to you. Can you see there is an object penetrating through (penetrate....i love this word!!! ^o^) the polystyrene cup?? There is a burette!!!
Do you this experiment can be continued??? Haha!!! Of course no!!! How to accumulate the liquid in the polystyrene cup???
Who's the culprit? This ang mou lang>>>
Can you see the guy behind the ang mou lang also with a big smile on his face??? Haha!!! That's the reason i like chemistry practical!!! Everyone is happy!!!Not exactly. There is one serious face>>>>
Hehe....this picture is extremely rare. It is very difficult to get this "star"'s picture. Hiahiahia!!!
He just so cool in the class. Every experiment is like dropping atomic bomb on Nagasaki.....total concentration....
To make our life happier, we can cover him with a conical flask. How to do it??
Yeah!!! That's the way.
Wait, did anyone see Ling Zhi Ling??? Yes, the real ling zhi ling.....
Look at the legs wooi!!! *.*
Physics Lab
Actually nothing much want to write about the Physics Lab. I think maybe it is because it is always the first 2 periods. That time everyone is still in hibernating mood or in recovery mood. Ya, anthony should know that i am exactly the same as my laptop. It takes few hours to totally function. Haha, so am i.........
Just want to show off these pictures. Nothing to be proud off actually. But just because of my blog is full of lame posts and "junk food" contents, i decided to put up something "knowledgeable" or simply known as "informationable". Lol XD
This apparatus is called "Helmhoilz" coil. Right? Chin yung? It is used to produce uniform magnetic field lines. Haha!!! I feel like i am an engineering student now!!! Yeepie!!!
By adjusting the high voltage supplied, we can get a situation where magnetic field strength is the same as electric field strength. And the path of helium particle will be a straight line (almost a straight line la!!!)
Haha!!! My blog is full of useful info!!! ^.^
Just want to show off these pictures. Nothing to be proud off actually. But just because of my blog is full of lame posts and "junk food" contents, i decided to put up something "knowledgeable" or simply known as "informationable". Lol XD
This apparatus is called "Helmhoilz" coil. Right? Chin yung? It is used to produce uniform magnetic field lines. Haha!!! I feel like i am an engineering student now!!! Yeepie!!!
By adjusting the high voltage supplied, we can get a situation where magnetic field strength is the same as electric field strength. And the path of helium particle will be a straight line (almost a straight line la!!!)
Haha!!! My blog is full of useful info!!! ^.^
Happy 50th (day) birthday!!!
Tomorrow is a very significant day for my wallet. 50 days ago, it was fat, plum and chubby. Now, it is as thin as me T-T
Anyway, the slimming down of my wallet actually helps me a lot. I don't feel sleepy in Taylors library anymore!! (actually is "I don't feel sleepy all the time in taylors library!!!.....*finally)
The moment of proudness!!!>>>>>>
The first time it touches the dust of earth>>>>>>>>>>
Ya, and one more thing. What's the combination between k750i and ipod???
Check this out>>>>>
Still don't know what's the product of these combinations???
Let's enlarge the picture!!!
The guy looks very familiar right??? Let's find out who is it!!
Is that guy look almost the same as the guy in the picture below?? Compare and contrast!!!
Wakaka!! HAPPY 50TH (days) BIRTHDAY TO MY IPOD! Muaks!!!
Anyway, the slimming down of my wallet actually helps me a lot. I don't feel sleepy in Taylors library anymore!! (actually is "I don't feel sleepy all the time in taylors library!!!.....*finally)
The moment of proudness!!!>>>>>>
The first time it touches the dust of earth>>>>>>>>>>
Happy birthday to you!!!
Happy birthday to you!!!
Happy 50th (day) birthday to ipod!!!
Happy birthday to you!!!
Ya, and one more thing. What's the combination between k750i and ipod???
Check this out>>>>>
Still don't know what's the product of these combinations???
Let's enlarge the picture!!!
The guy looks very familiar right??? Let's find out who is it!!
Is that guy look almost the same as the guy in the picture below?? Compare and contrast!!!
Wakaka!! HAPPY 50TH (days) BIRTHDAY TO MY IPOD! Muaks!!!
Emo post....just ignore it la!!!
I am at kuantan for a week already. And strangely, for the very first time in my life, i don't feel like staying at kuantan anymore. Hmm, should not say like this. How to put it in words?? Let me think....
I should say i don't feel anticipation to come back kuantan anymore. Why? I don't know. I don't feel the blood rushing in my body is pure kuantanese blood anymore. There is a mixture of "unidentified" substance inside. I don't know how to disclose but one thing for sure is that i have kinda lost the feeling of rushing back to kuantan with speed of light (imagination...lol....) just to sleep on my bed, meet with my friends, talk to my family and enjoy kuantan food and of course drive like a mad fellow in kuantan street!!!
All these feelings have long gone. What i found out this time is i totally lost in kuantan. Don't feel like this is the town i have grown up. All the smiles on my face are kinda squeezed out. Maybe i have been staying in subang for quite a long time. Wearing a thicker mask than what i supposed to wear in kuantan (oops, now everyone knows that i was wearing mask in kuantan...). And now the mask is growing thicker and thicker. I laugh not because i am happy....it is because i don't feel like crying at that moment. Get what i mean? I smile not because i want to smile.....it is just because out of respect. Anyone get what i mean?
Actually. i thought i have found out someone that could understand my inner feeling. But, distance is cruel. Yes, 18 months ago he understood me. But now, sorry, i think i better be a "lone ranger" again.
"Lone ranger" is cold-hearted. Maybe i am destined to be cold-hearted. Hmm.....why i so emo tonight?
Anyway, 3 more days to go back to subang. A place full of mask-wearing people and to find a people that u can put 100% trust on them is as hard as malaysian football team to win World Cup.
18 months in Subang has moulded me into a more "faked" person. I don't want to be like this. But reality is just so mean. I want to take off my mask that i was wearing in secondary school but at the end it turned out to be the other way round. My mask has became thicker and it is now almost impossible to take it off.
Thanks to who? I don't know. But i already have a name list in my mind. Should i thank them or curse them? Maybe i have to thank them. These masks are important for my survival. But still, in terms of "fackness", i am still miles behind somebody. They are just pure actors (or actress). But they are not the same class as Edwin. Haha, who still remember Edwin? But thanks to him, i learnt and become very matured now. Some people say i am too introvert, but i think this is called self-protection.
It is 1.30am now. Emo post can be very long. But i don't feel like typing anymore. Kuantan no more a safety fort for me. Neither subang. Where can i go? My heart says "nowhere"
I should say i don't feel anticipation to come back kuantan anymore. Why? I don't know. I don't feel the blood rushing in my body is pure kuantanese blood anymore. There is a mixture of "unidentified" substance inside. I don't know how to disclose but one thing for sure is that i have kinda lost the feeling of rushing back to kuantan with speed of light (imagination...lol....) just to sleep on my bed, meet with my friends, talk to my family and enjoy kuantan food and of course drive like a mad fellow in kuantan street!!!
All these feelings have long gone. What i found out this time is i totally lost in kuantan. Don't feel like this is the town i have grown up. All the smiles on my face are kinda squeezed out. Maybe i have been staying in subang for quite a long time. Wearing a thicker mask than what i supposed to wear in kuantan (oops, now everyone knows that i was wearing mask in kuantan...). And now the mask is growing thicker and thicker. I laugh not because i am happy....it is because i don't feel like crying at that moment. Get what i mean? I smile not because i want to smile.....it is just because out of respect. Anyone get what i mean?
Actually. i thought i have found out someone that could understand my inner feeling. But, distance is cruel. Yes, 18 months ago he understood me. But now, sorry, i think i better be a "lone ranger" again.
"Lone ranger" is cold-hearted. Maybe i am destined to be cold-hearted. Hmm.....why i so emo tonight?
Anyway, 3 more days to go back to subang. A place full of mask-wearing people and to find a people that u can put 100% trust on them is as hard as malaysian football team to win World Cup.
18 months in Subang has moulded me into a more "faked" person. I don't want to be like this. But reality is just so mean. I want to take off my mask that i was wearing in secondary school but at the end it turned out to be the other way round. My mask has became thicker and it is now almost impossible to take it off.
Thanks to who? I don't know. But i already have a name list in my mind. Should i thank them or curse them? Maybe i have to thank them. These masks are important for my survival. But still, in terms of "fackness", i am still miles behind somebody. They are just pure actors (or actress). But they are not the same class as Edwin. Haha, who still remember Edwin? But thanks to him, i learnt and become very matured now. Some people say i am too introvert, but i think this is called self-protection.
It is 1.30am now. Emo post can be very long. But i don't feel like typing anymore. Kuantan no more a safety fort for me. Neither subang. Where can i go? My heart says "nowhere"
This is what we call "Mentally Exhausted"
After almost a month, i am back! But this time my return is not followed by a "cheerful" bang, it is rather tiring one. Now is 4.05pm, half an hour ago, i was sitting in the exam hall (actually is just a class)......what subject??? What else????
Yes.....further mathematics.
The amazing facts:
Now, my dictionary can publish its 19th editions (i always doubt this....every year Oxford produces new version of dictionary. Does it because of only this year they realised that Takeshi Kaneshiro's real name is Chan B**n H**e, that's why they publish new version this year???). (Back to the main topic). In my latest version of dictionary, tired also can refers to mentally tired (or exhausted!!!!). Definition: Symptom develops when sitting on a same chair for 3 hours and in this 3 hours by staring only at 4 printed pages, a human has to figure out more than 10 pages of solutions!!!!.
Yupe, just like this. But of course my head is not Doraemon's head.....
Yes!!! Expect this definition to be coped into Oxford Dictionary and makes 10 millions copies per year!!! Don't worry, anyone can use this definition because it is not invented by me. The actual inventor died 10 seconds after f****er ma**s exam because of mentally exhaustion. Pity him, if he is still alive, he might have the chance to see his own creation to be taught in Fur**er Ma**s first chapter>>>>"Study at your own risk!!!" So, don't give me the credit, i am still alive because i miss Bah Kuh Teh in Kuantan (yummy!!!)
Anyway, i feel awkward today. I supposed to be emo now......I did badly in my exam and it is a big doubtful whether i can even pass!!!! Honestly, this is far more worse than my 1st semester exam. Haiz.....what to do....no Bah Kuh Teh eat here. Luckily i didnt go vege.....or else....i dont think i am able to walk out from the class room after the test.
Hmm, i think the only reason is that the girl sitting beside me now look "weeweewit!!!!" She is wearing mask.....i wonder how she actually look like......
Ok, to punish me for doing so badly in my exam. I shall sit beside her and try my best not to look at her for more than 1 second (haha, that's mean i can look at her for 0.9 second for every 1 second which means than i can see her approximately 54 seconds for a minute!!!!)
Furt**r m***s rockz!!!!
The future of die-hard fur**er ma**s fans:
1. mad scientist
2. violence scientist
3. scientist who loves to smell "perfume" (ei~~~~PE11 are full of this kind of scientist....only difference is we are forced to smell it......)
Yes.....further mathematics.
The amazing facts:
- exam starts at 12.30pm. Ok, simple maths>>>>>what's the duration from 12.30pm to 3.30pm??? If you answer 3 hours......beep!!! You're wrong. The actual answer is 10800 seconds!!!
- there are only 11 questions
- questions i have confidence in scoring full marks? not even more than half.
- how many pens i have used up? 1 only la!! haha
- how many papers (including kertas conteng.....)? more than 10 pieces, not 10 pages.....actually is uncountable because some i just scrabbled it and threw away.
- how many brain cells have been sacrificed......ask God!!!!
Now, my dictionary can publish its 19th editions (i always doubt this....every year Oxford produces new version of dictionary. Does it because of only this year they realised that Takeshi Kaneshiro's real name is Chan B**n H**e, that's why they publish new version this year???). (Back to the main topic). In my latest version of dictionary, tired also can refers to mentally tired (or exhausted!!!!). Definition: Symptom develops when sitting on a same chair for 3 hours and in this 3 hours by staring only at 4 printed pages, a human has to figure out more than 10 pages of solutions!!!!.
Yupe, just like this. But of course my head is not Doraemon's head.....Yes!!! Expect this definition to be coped into Oxford Dictionary and makes 10 millions copies per year!!! Don't worry, anyone can use this definition because it is not invented by me. The actual inventor died 10 seconds after f****er ma**s exam because of mentally exhaustion. Pity him, if he is still alive, he might have the chance to see his own creation to be taught in Fur**er Ma**s first chapter>>>>"Study at your own risk!!!" So, don't give me the credit, i am still alive because i miss Bah Kuh Teh in Kuantan (yummy!!!)
Anyway, i feel awkward today. I supposed to be emo now......I did badly in my exam and it is a big doubtful whether i can even pass!!!! Honestly, this is far more worse than my 1st semester exam. Haiz.....what to do....no Bah Kuh Teh eat here. Luckily i didnt go vege.....or else....i dont think i am able to walk out from the class room after the test.
Hmm, i think the only reason is that the girl sitting beside me now look "weeweewit!!!!" She is wearing mask.....i wonder how she actually look like......
Ok, to punish me for doing so badly in my exam. I shall sit beside her and try my best not to look at her for more than 1 second (haha, that's mean i can look at her for 0.9 second for every 1 second which means than i can see her approximately 54 seconds for a minute!!!!)
Furt**r m***s rockz!!!!
The future of die-hard fur**er ma**s fans:
1. mad scientist
2. violence scientist
3. scientist who loves to smell "perfume" (ei~~~~PE11 are full of this kind of scientist....only difference is we are forced to smell it......)
Mistakes!!!
Sorry to everyone!!!
After i changed my template, i only realised there are something missing at somewhere. Everytime i checked my blog, i found something awkward and weird about my blog, but i just cant say it out???!!!
Until seconds before, i was reading my c-box. Anthony says this :
And now i realised!!!! It is not about how the presence of mahathir's blog link affect my blog. But it is the links!!! Yes!!! The links!!! Links from Africa Boy to other boys' or gals' blogs!!! Darn it!!! I have lost all my friends' links (not all actually, is most of them........)
After knowing it, i tried to recall whose blog i have missed. I keep thinking and thinking, but i only recalled some. Haiz, it was like losing all your contacts in yr hp. So disappointed.......
By the way, have to thank to anthony again. Because of his only and only one sentence, i only knew what was my mistakes all this while. No wonder my link list is so short.......and no wonder "anthony" this name is so obvious in my link list (because it is too short and this name is too long)
Back to the topic, my further maths brain suddenly had a brilliant idea. Why i don't go to outspoken people blog and check their link list??? Haha!!! And "when the heroes come along"!!!! She saved my day!!!!
Special thanks to karlisyle!! If she is reading this now.......thanks for giving me some info about other's ppl blog. I appreciate it so much!!!
Thanks a lot!!!
10th of July 2009, i learnt two lessons.
First one!!! Save before making changes. Back-up before doing any big and irreversible changes.
Second!!! When "anthony" this word become annoying and obvious, it means something goes wrong!!!
Special thanks to karlisyle and anthony again!!!!
After i changed my template, i only realised there are something missing at somewhere. Everytime i checked my blog, i found something awkward and weird about my blog, but i just cant say it out???!!!
Until seconds before, i was reading my c-box. Anthony says this :
7 Jul 09, 21:38Anthony: where is the mahatir blog?
And now i realised!!!! It is not about how the presence of mahathir's blog link affect my blog. But it is the links!!! Yes!!! The links!!! Links from Africa Boy to other boys' or gals' blogs!!! Darn it!!! I have lost all my friends' links (not all actually, is most of them........)
After knowing it, i tried to recall whose blog i have missed. I keep thinking and thinking, but i only recalled some. Haiz, it was like losing all your contacts in yr hp. So disappointed.......
By the way, have to thank to anthony again. Because of his only and only one sentence, i only knew what was my mistakes all this while. No wonder my link list is so short.......and no wonder "anthony" this name is so obvious in my link list (because it is too short and this name is too long)
Back to the topic, my further maths brain suddenly had a brilliant idea. Why i don't go to outspoken people blog and check their link list??? Haha!!! And "when the heroes come along"!!!! She saved my day!!!!
Special thanks to karlisyle!! If she is reading this now.......thanks for giving me some info about other's ppl blog. I appreciate it so much!!!
Thanks a lot!!!
10th of July 2009, i learnt two lessons.
First one!!! Save before making changes. Back-up before doing any big and irreversible changes.
Second!!! When "anthony" this word become annoying and obvious, it means something goes wrong!!!
Special thanks to karlisyle and anthony again!!!!
Africa Boy
Ok, after a year of mr kp, i decided to change the title.
Sudden huh? Actually i was not thinking of changing it until one day.......i heard a wise woman talking about the way to be a successful people (p.s.: the wise woman is NOT my mother nor sisters). She said when we walk to a new junction, we have to choose either way. You will not know which way you are heading but you definitely have to make a choice. Everytime u reach a new junction, the old junction means nothing but only yesterday. It is the new junction that is meaningful for u at that moment. Old junction only give u memory but nothing. So, when we reach a new stage of life (college life or post-school life :P), we should put down (or forget la) what we have achieved in past years. This is the way of life XD
mr kp.......erm, for me it is part of my history now. I am no more kp. It was yesterday, not current nor future. And as a human, our eyes are located infront but not behind just to serve for one purpose and one purpose only, so that we always look forward.
Ya!!! That's the word!!! Looking forward! Looking for the future. Now i am looking my future. No more mr kp, but the land of diamonds!!!!
So, next time when u meet me, don't say mr kp anymore. Say
Sudden huh? Actually i was not thinking of changing it until one day.......i heard a wise woman talking about the way to be a successful people (p.s.: the wise woman is NOT my mother nor sisters). She said when we walk to a new junction, we have to choose either way. You will not know which way you are heading but you definitely have to make a choice. Everytime u reach a new junction, the old junction means nothing but only yesterday. It is the new junction that is meaningful for u at that moment. Old junction only give u memory but nothing. So, when we reach a new stage of life (college life or post-school life :P), we should put down (or forget la) what we have achieved in past years. This is the way of life XD
mr kp.......erm, for me it is part of my history now. I am no more kp. It was yesterday, not current nor future. And as a human, our eyes are located infront but not behind just to serve for one purpose and one purpose only, so that we always look forward.
Ya!!! That's the word!!! Looking forward! Looking for the future. Now i am looking my future. No more mr kp, but the land of diamonds!!!!
So, next time when u meet me, don't say mr kp anymore. Say
"AFRICA BOY!!!"
P.S: i think better call me boon hwee..........
And 1 more thing. I change my title to africa boy but not african boy just because of only one reason. Deep down in my heart, i am still a Malaysian :') (i should let Najib read this, may be i can be the next model for 1Malaysia :p)
That's why i change my blog title and also template. To look forward!! To move faster!!! To seize the world!!!
SABS Prom Nite
27 June 2009, the day everyone has been waiting for. Anxiety, nervousness, excitement, paranoid (is this too much?) are running in everyone blood and mind. But, when it comes, we have to let it come. And it is 27 June 2009.
Haha, actually it is only my high school Prom Nite. I forget what is the theme on that day. Something like mystical, mysterious, magical and masquerade....something like that la. Anyway, i want to stress out one point here. I remember someone told me the ticket is RM57, but why on that day you asked me to pay RM60??? Suspicious huh.....i wonder what can i buy with RM3 other than that not tasty, not delicious, not healthy, not nutritious RM2 vege.
Ok, don't run out from the topic. I will reserve 1 post to critic that RM2 vege. Just wait and see :-P muahahahaha!!!!
One more point is the band playing at that night is totally disaster to my eyes and ears!!! Most of the pictures here is taken during the band is playing. May god blessed everyone's ear that night!! @.@
Let's begin here!!!!
This is my friend from England. He going to study at Oxford (walau, i also want!!!). But we should be grateful what we are having right? Haha, oxford only ma!!! (being sarcastic is not easy)
Before he left Malaysia, we were about the same height. Now....sob sob......
Soon Keat, the guy i always mistaken as Jin Jo (sorry :-P)
The first picture is clear, but you are not looking at the camera.
This picture you are looking at the right place, but the picture is unclear. Haiz....suan le ba.....
Being short means being an easy target for big guy. (P.S.: he is ex-Taylorian)
Woohoo!!! Le-June, nice dancing with you that night!!! Thanks a lot!!!
She should be the prom queen. But this kind of competition is always.....Another unclear picture. Let's count there is how many blur picture......now is 2
Another unexpected guest to be seen!! Boon Mean!!! A girl almost has the same chinese name with me. And she is left-handed too!!!!
After a day i celebrate my birthday, she will be celebrating it. We were born in the same hospital too!!! Haha!!!
Forget to turn on flash. >.<>
Another 1 blur and dark picture. Sorry la, my camera is lousy, no anti-shock......no anti hand-shaking.....
She keep moving whole night. Pity her because she doesn't eat much that night. But you did a good job!!!!
Why can't see your white hair today? U dyed it??? Hmm......
My primary school friend too.......
Another primary school friend, keep in touch ya!!!
So sad we are not filming LUX advertisement.....by the way, why the girls are not wearing spaghetti strap?
Blur picture again.......miscount already......
The Prom Queen!!! Woohoo!!!
Teo Sir!!!! Always look smart and tidy XD
I heard there is an age limit to go for this Prom Nite. I think it is 18. And i also think you are not 18 yet.....why you are here???
A very talented singer in my school. Now is a Bank Negara scholar. Wao!!! Just as talented as Sudirman. (Fun Fact: Sudirman is from my high school XD)
Without flash.....just like mafia.....
With flash........just like gay couple +_+
After the whole night, my conclusions are:
Haha, actually it is only my high school Prom Nite. I forget what is the theme on that day. Something like mystical, mysterious, magical and masquerade....something like that la. Anyway, i want to stress out one point here. I remember someone told me the ticket is RM57, but why on that day you asked me to pay RM60??? Suspicious huh.....i wonder what can i buy with RM3 other than that not tasty, not delicious, not healthy, not nutritious RM2 vege.
Ok, don't run out from the topic. I will reserve 1 post to critic that RM2 vege. Just wait and see :-P muahahahaha!!!!
One more point is the band playing at that night is totally disaster to my eyes and ears!!! Most of the pictures here is taken during the band is playing. May god blessed everyone's ear that night!! @.@
Let's begin here!!!!
This is my friend from England. He going to study at Oxford (walau, i also want!!!). But we should be grateful what we are having right? Haha, oxford only ma!!! (being sarcastic is not easy)
Before he left Malaysia, we were about the same height. Now....sob sob......
Soon Keat, the guy i always mistaken as Jin Jo (sorry :-P)
The first picture is clear, but you are not looking at the camera.
This picture you are looking at the right place, but the picture is unclear. Haiz....suan le ba.....
Being short means being an easy target for big guy. (P.S.: he is ex-Taylorian)
Woohoo!!! Le-June, nice dancing with you that night!!! Thanks a lot!!!
She should be the prom queen. But this kind of competition is always.....Another unclear picture. Let's count there is how many blur picture......now is 2
Another unexpected guest to be seen!! Boon Mean!!! A girl almost has the same chinese name with me. And she is left-handed too!!!!
After a day i celebrate my birthday, she will be celebrating it. We were born in the same hospital too!!! Haha!!!
Forget to turn on flash. >.<>
Another 1 blur and dark picture. Sorry la, my camera is lousy, no anti-shock......no anti hand-shaking.....
She keep moving whole night. Pity her because she doesn't eat much that night. But you did a good job!!!!
Why can't see your white hair today? U dyed it??? Hmm......
My primary school friend too.......
Another primary school friend, keep in touch ya!!!
So sad we are not filming LUX advertisement.....by the way, why the girls are not wearing spaghetti strap?
Blur picture again.......miscount already......
The Prom Queen!!! Woohoo!!!
Teo Sir!!!! Always look smart and tidy XD
I heard there is an age limit to go for this Prom Nite. I think it is 18. And i also think you are not 18 yet.....why you are here???
A very talented singer in my school. Now is a Bank Negara scholar. Wao!!! Just as talented as Sudirman. (Fun Fact: Sudirman is from my high school XD)
Without flash.....just like mafia.....
With flash........just like gay couple +_+
After the whole night, my conclusions are:
- don't bring item you are not wearing it at all for the whole night, it is annoying and disturbing
- dinner has to be taken before/after the nite because the food there will not make you full
- bring enough shirt back to Kuantan next time
- make sure what is the dress code
- don't hire a cheap band even if your intention is just to add fun to the prom nite...my ear is suffering!!!
- change my camera!!! *priority!!!* @.@
- blur picture=infinity already......this happens because of 2 reasons, the camera is lousy or the cameraman is lousy. Now i only know there is a lot of lousy cameraman in this world.
