Less than 2 weeks from my AS exam. Working very hard. Study everyday. Study until late at the midnight. Even midnight oil also almost used up dy. Haiz....
2 more weeks, i will be sitting my AS. I scored not that well in my trial. This is frustrating me. Luckily, i didn't put that much effort on every subject. Only physics i put the most effort. But, still i only manage to score B. Still a distance from grade STRONG A.
Everyday study....study....study....i almost lost connection to the world. Yesterday i only know about swine flu. And it had happeneed for months already. Where did i get this news? It was from my lovely mother. Someone that doesn't care too much about this world except money and political situation in her business place. Wow!!! What a shame to me!! I had to get my news from someone that doesn't know much about health and virus (erm, should say bio).
Anything, that's not the point. I am so out that i have not stepped in any shopping complex for a month already!!!! @.@ Even a lousy Summit i have not stepped in for awhile already.
I am so out now. Out of trend. Lost connection to the world. Have to get n-hands news from other people. Worst thing is my online game ranking is dropping everyday.
Haiz. What to do? AS is my priority now. Even a girl offer sex to me now, i also have to think twice or maybe thrice.
AS....slower come faster go la!!!!
Bachelor
This world is so small. Ya, this sentenece always repeated again and again in cantonese dramas. And now i have to admit it man created this sentence is wise and it totally makes sense. Actually, i treated this quote as something laughable and silly. But now, i have to say it is true.
Thursday, my class finished very early, about 1pm i think, and i reached my apartment about 3pm. I slept until 6pm, when i started to feel hungry.
This is not important.
I went down (1st floor) to eat alone because my room-mate went down earlier than me and ta pao and another house mate had finished his meal and coming up. Fate always like this. Haha. So, what to do? Eat alone lo.
I found a shop and i went in. That time, there was only me in the restaurant. After i ordered the food and it was served, i ate slowly.
While i was eating, i saw 1 couple walking in. And guess what? They are SABS alumni. But it is ok as i always met them in that restaurant as well as in Taylors. We said "hi" to each other and they found their way to their seats.
And few minutes after that, another couple came in. One of them is SABS alumni!!!!! Oh my god!!!! So, the situation was there were 5 persons in that restaurant (including me). Four out of five is sabs alumni. Three out of four sabs alumni is coupled. The remaining 1.....sitting there eating alone.
While i have to hardly swallow my meal, i have to force myself to listen to their conversation, their laughter, their flirting, their "geli" topic....
At the end, after i finished my meal, when i want to stand up from my chair, i found out i can't stand up because people sitting behind me sat closely to me. It is either i push the table or i jump out. Of course i did neither. I squeeze myself out from the table.
So SHAMEFUL, i quickly paid and walked out from the restaurant. What a day for me. The entire session, there was no other customer other than 4 Sabs alumni and one more happy and drowned into river of love girl.
Haiz, sit alone, eat alone, drink alone, pay alone, walk alone..........bachelor.....i still prefer it!!! :D
Thursday, my class finished very early, about 1pm i think, and i reached my apartment about 3pm. I slept until 6pm, when i started to feel hungry.
This is not important.
I went down (1st floor) to eat alone because my room-mate went down earlier than me and ta pao and another house mate had finished his meal and coming up. Fate always like this. Haha. So, what to do? Eat alone lo.
I found a shop and i went in. That time, there was only me in the restaurant. After i ordered the food and it was served, i ate slowly.
While i was eating, i saw 1 couple walking in. And guess what? They are SABS alumni. But it is ok as i always met them in that restaurant as well as in Taylors. We said "hi" to each other and they found their way to their seats.
And few minutes after that, another couple came in. One of them is SABS alumni!!!!! Oh my god!!!! So, the situation was there were 5 persons in that restaurant (including me). Four out of five is sabs alumni. Three out of four sabs alumni is coupled. The remaining 1.....sitting there eating alone.
While i have to hardly swallow my meal, i have to force myself to listen to their conversation, their laughter, their flirting, their "geli" topic....
At the end, after i finished my meal, when i want to stand up from my chair, i found out i can't stand up because people sitting behind me sat closely to me. It is either i push the table or i jump out. Of course i did neither. I squeeze myself out from the table.
So SHAMEFUL, i quickly paid and walked out from the restaurant. What a day for me. The entire session, there was no other customer other than 4 Sabs alumni and one more happy and drowned into river of love girl.
Haiz, sit alone, eat alone, drink alone, pay alone, walk alone..........bachelor.....i still prefer it!!! :D
Most fruitful break
I have my 2 weeks break start from last last week. It is a good timing actually as the first day of break is Ching Ming. But who expect there is a maths competition during the holiday. So, i have to waste rm21.90 x 2 = rm43.80 to go back to kl and go back to kuantan again just for the sake of Euclid Mathematics Competition.
This is not the main point here. I thought this holiday would be the same past holiday. Boring, same routine everyday, just stay in house and go yum cha with my friends. Luckily, it turns out to be a very interesting holiday.
I want to take back my SPM original certs. And i choose a very unique day to go back. It is saturday. But saturday usually don't have school right? And so co-incident, that saturday has school. At the end, i meet more teachers than students that day (can't blame the school, sabs students famous for ponteng-ing on saturday).
I have a chat with a lot of teachers. From GPK to discipline and prefect teachers, from ketua panitia to my f1 teachers, from retiring teachers to new teachers but i don't meet the new pengetua as i don't know her at all.
As usual, some of them have forgotten me where am i heading after this. Same thing again, once i say out South Africa or Afrika Selatan or Nan Fei, they are taken aback and laugh. Nevermind, i get used to it already.
For teachers that already knew i am going to South Africa, they ask me to take back some diamonds for them. Got red diamond, blue diamond, black diamond even blood diamond. I don't know what the hack is blood diamond, but i remember there is a movie called Blood Diamond.
And the quote of the day is from highly respected English teacher in Sabs or maybe in whole kuantan, Puan Rusnah. She says
Now i only know i had baby face last time. =.='''
But, I take it as a compliment!!! Thanks teachers!! Your blood diamond will be sent to you!!!
I meet a lot of teachers. Mr Yong, Pn Rusnah, Pn Gan, Mr KC, Pn Tan, Miss Quek, Cikgu Che Rekiah, Pn Phang, Cikgu Ishak, Cikgu Roduan and lots more (i have forgotten most of my teachers' names....sorry...)
It is a lot of fun meeting these teachers again. No more the tense feeling that had drawn an invisible line between us. What left now is the mutual respect and gratitude from me to all the teachers. Terima Kasih Cikgu!!!
And i visit the whole school again as if i were a very great alumni just came back from somewhere else. Visit class by class. And see some friends that i have not met for a long time. Koo ko, gol tiang, shwu teng (actually i not very close to her last time but now it seem closer, weird huh), teo sir, my pengawas juniors, han nan (maybe wrong spelling), billy, yong qian, hui ling and lots more (i lazy to think anymore)
But so unluckily that day all the monitors have to attend one seminar (konon-konon seminar). That's mean i not really have a good chat with 2 of my best pals, ang and chee hong. When there is a gain, there is a loss. But i know we still have lots of chances to be together.
At the end, it seem like the most valuable item i gained from this trip back to sabs is friendship and priceless memories and not that single paper of SPM cert.
Another climax of this break is i meet someone that i have not seen for more than a year. She is wan ching. Last time i met her was during Hari Kecemerlangan dan Anugerah (something like that la). Ei, no, it is not more than a year, it is almost a year. Haha.
Ok, still that demure and naive as last time. No big change except become more joyful and change her hairstyle. And thanks for her punctuality, i almost sleep in Oldtown while waiting for her.
I visit Teluk Chempedak, the must go place for every 游子. The place that can remind me i am still a Kuantanese deep inside my heart. Yes, KL might has the best shopping centers and clubs and eateries, but Kuantan has the best beach. Undeniable, TC always be the best place to relax, rewind, take a deep breath and run away from the hustle, bustle towncenter and hectic studying schedule.
Oh ya, almost forget this. Luckily, i also meet some of my St John juniors....siew ean, hui chien and mei hui. And suddenly pop out ivan. A very pleasing night for me. Enjoy some laughter with them.
The day before i leave kuantan, i go clubbing. Where else if not the only club i manage to find that does not need to pay cover fees. But, so sad it disappoints me. I don't find the clubbing ambience there. It is more like a pub or karaoke for me. Except people here are younger. But i think their Carlsberg is not that poor. It is more plain than usual. Hmmm, anyone also feel the same thing as me everytime clubbing at After 7?
I become a bad boy this time. I teach one of my best buddies to consume alcohol. It is not a good deed at all. And this unlucky victim is Bentley!!! Luckily he does not drunk after drinking one small glass of Carlsberg. But i think is because of modified Carlsberg making him not drunk.
I watch Arsenal Vs Chelsea after clubbing at a mamak stall with him. More and more memory rush to my brain. I remember last time with my friends watching football at mamak stall. Although it is a distant memory, but i still can feel it. The excitement and passion still remain in my heart.
It is saturday night. I am going back the day after. As the night slowly walking away and dawn is nearing, i know that i have to back to reality.
I have to face the truth. I still have very important exam to face in 3 weeks time. No more entertainment and pleasure time for me anymore. Have to work hard. No pain no gain. Bitter first, sweet later (先苦后甜).
But for sure, these 2 weeks break is the most remarkable break i ever had. Thanks for everyone for entertaining me during my break. I will cherish it and treasure it forever.
THANKS!!!
( are you waiting for the pictures??? haha, there is no picture this time. But i am going to buy a camera. I want to keep all my memories :D hehe, once i bought it, there will be new post frequently.)
This is not the main point here. I thought this holiday would be the same past holiday. Boring, same routine everyday, just stay in house and go yum cha with my friends. Luckily, it turns out to be a very interesting holiday.
I want to take back my SPM original certs. And i choose a very unique day to go back. It is saturday. But saturday usually don't have school right? And so co-incident, that saturday has school. At the end, i meet more teachers than students that day (can't blame the school, sabs students famous for ponteng-ing on saturday).
I have a chat with a lot of teachers. From GPK to discipline and prefect teachers, from ketua panitia to my f1 teachers, from retiring teachers to new teachers but i don't meet the new pengetua as i don't know her at all.
As usual, some of them have forgotten me where am i heading after this. Same thing again, once i say out South Africa or Afrika Selatan or Nan Fei, they are taken aback and laugh. Nevermind, i get used to it already.
For teachers that already knew i am going to South Africa, they ask me to take back some diamonds for them. Got red diamond, blue diamond, black diamond even blood diamond. I don't know what the hack is blood diamond, but i remember there is a movie called Blood Diamond.
And the quote of the day is from highly respected English teacher in Sabs or maybe in whole kuantan, Puan Rusnah. She says
Hey, you looked older now. Last time u have baby face!!
Now i only know i had baby face last time. =.='''
But, I take it as a compliment!!! Thanks teachers!! Your blood diamond will be sent to you!!!
I meet a lot of teachers. Mr Yong, Pn Rusnah, Pn Gan, Mr KC, Pn Tan, Miss Quek, Cikgu Che Rekiah, Pn Phang, Cikgu Ishak, Cikgu Roduan and lots more (i have forgotten most of my teachers' names....sorry...)
It is a lot of fun meeting these teachers again. No more the tense feeling that had drawn an invisible line between us. What left now is the mutual respect and gratitude from me to all the teachers. Terima Kasih Cikgu!!!
And i visit the whole school again as if i were a very great alumni just came back from somewhere else. Visit class by class. And see some friends that i have not met for a long time. Koo ko, gol tiang, shwu teng (actually i not very close to her last time but now it seem closer, weird huh), teo sir, my pengawas juniors, han nan (maybe wrong spelling), billy, yong qian, hui ling and lots more (i lazy to think anymore)
But so unluckily that day all the monitors have to attend one seminar (konon-konon seminar). That's mean i not really have a good chat with 2 of my best pals, ang and chee hong. When there is a gain, there is a loss. But i know we still have lots of chances to be together.
At the end, it seem like the most valuable item i gained from this trip back to sabs is friendship and priceless memories and not that single paper of SPM cert.
Another climax of this break is i meet someone that i have not seen for more than a year. She is wan ching. Last time i met her was during Hari Kecemerlangan dan Anugerah (something like that la). Ei, no, it is not more than a year, it is almost a year. Haha.
Ok, still that demure and naive as last time. No big change except become more joyful and change her hairstyle. And thanks for her punctuality, i almost sleep in Oldtown while waiting for her.
I visit Teluk Chempedak, the must go place for every 游子. The place that can remind me i am still a Kuantanese deep inside my heart. Yes, KL might has the best shopping centers and clubs and eateries, but Kuantan has the best beach. Undeniable, TC always be the best place to relax, rewind, take a deep breath and run away from the hustle, bustle towncenter and hectic studying schedule.
Oh ya, almost forget this. Luckily, i also meet some of my St John juniors....siew ean, hui chien and mei hui. And suddenly pop out ivan. A very pleasing night for me. Enjoy some laughter with them.
The day before i leave kuantan, i go clubbing. Where else if not the only club i manage to find that does not need to pay cover fees. But, so sad it disappoints me. I don't find the clubbing ambience there. It is more like a pub or karaoke for me. Except people here are younger. But i think their Carlsberg is not that poor. It is more plain than usual. Hmmm, anyone also feel the same thing as me everytime clubbing at After 7?
I become a bad boy this time. I teach one of my best buddies to consume alcohol. It is not a good deed at all. And this unlucky victim is Bentley!!! Luckily he does not drunk after drinking one small glass of Carlsberg. But i think is because of modified Carlsberg making him not drunk.
I watch Arsenal Vs Chelsea after clubbing at a mamak stall with him. More and more memory rush to my brain. I remember last time with my friends watching football at mamak stall. Although it is a distant memory, but i still can feel it. The excitement and passion still remain in my heart.
It is saturday night. I am going back the day after. As the night slowly walking away and dawn is nearing, i know that i have to back to reality.
I have to face the truth. I still have very important exam to face in 3 weeks time. No more entertainment and pleasure time for me anymore. Have to work hard. No pain no gain. Bitter first, sweet later (先苦后甜).
But for sure, these 2 weeks break is the most remarkable break i ever had. Thanks for everyone for entertaining me during my break. I will cherish it and treasure it forever.
THANKS!!!
( are you waiting for the pictures??? haha, there is no picture this time. But i am going to buy a camera. I want to keep all my memories :D hehe, once i bought it, there will be new post frequently.)
Update
Just finished my as trials. I did it in a mess. Frankly talking, this could be the worst exam i ever attended in my lifetime. Not well prepared, had sleepless nights before exam, can't concentrate during exam, can't finish it on time, can't understand what was the questions about, don't know how to do at all (not that type of know doing it but not sure whether if the answer was correct) and i just have a bad feeling when the result is announced.
Nevermind, it is 2 weeks from now for me to know the result. For now, i better brush up all my knowledge. This means lesser time infront of my laptop, more time infront of my table lamp.
Last week i finished my as trials. And today, i completed my Euclid Maths Competition. A competition i just aim for getting a cert. Even want to get a cert also not that easy. One must score at least 60% in order to get the cert. Ya, is 60%. 10 questions, that's mean i must get it correct more than half of the total questions.
Am i looking forward for getting that cert? Seriously i hope so. I really want something to compliment me. To motivate me. To tell me i am capable of doing something great. I have lost the last-time feeling of on top of the world.
Why?
Pressure. I am pressurised. I can't perform here. Now i only understand the meaning of importance of home ground advantage. It almost one-year since i stay here. I can suit the life here. I did all the homeworks and revision. But i just cant perform when it matter the most.
1 more month to rectify the problem. 1 more month for REAL AS EXAM!!
No matter what, i must perform. Maybe is the time to say goodbye to lustful online world.
Nevermind, it is 2 weeks from now for me to know the result. For now, i better brush up all my knowledge. This means lesser time infront of my laptop, more time infront of my table lamp.
Last week i finished my as trials. And today, i completed my Euclid Maths Competition. A competition i just aim for getting a cert. Even want to get a cert also not that easy. One must score at least 60% in order to get the cert. Ya, is 60%. 10 questions, that's mean i must get it correct more than half of the total questions.
Am i looking forward for getting that cert? Seriously i hope so. I really want something to compliment me. To motivate me. To tell me i am capable of doing something great. I have lost the last-time feeling of on top of the world.
Why?
Pressure. I am pressurised. I can't perform here. Now i only understand the meaning of importance of home ground advantage. It almost one-year since i stay here. I can suit the life here. I did all the homeworks and revision. But i just cant perform when it matter the most.
1 more month to rectify the problem. 1 more month for REAL AS EXAM!!
No matter what, i must perform. Maybe is the time to say goodbye to lustful online world.
