Less than 2 weeks from my AS exam. Working very hard. Study everyday. Study until late at the midnight. Even midnight oil also almost used up dy. Haiz....
2 more weeks, i will be sitting my AS. I scored not that well in my trial. This is frustrating me. Luckily, i didn't put that much effort on every subject. Only physics i put the most effort. But, still i only manage to score B. Still a distance from grade STRONG A.
Everyday study....study....study....i almost lost connection to the world. Yesterday i only know about swine flu. And it had happeneed for months already. Where did i get this news? It was from my lovely mother. Someone that doesn't care too much about this world except money and political situation in her business place. Wow!!! What a shame to me!! I had to get my news from someone that doesn't know much about health and virus (erm, should say bio).
Anything, that's not the point. I am so out that i have not stepped in any shopping complex for a month already!!!! @.@ Even a lousy Summit i have not stepped in for awhile already.
I am so out now. Out of trend. Lost connection to the world. Have to get n-hands news from other people. Worst thing is my online game ranking is dropping everyday.
Haiz. What to do? AS is my priority now. Even a girl offer sex to me now, i also have to think twice or maybe thrice.
AS....slower come faster go la!!!!
Bachelor
This world is so small. Ya, this sentenece always repeated again and again in cantonese dramas. And now i have to admit it man created this sentence is wise and it totally makes sense. Actually, i treated this quote as something laughable and silly. But now, i have to say it is true.
Thursday, my class finished very early, about 1pm i think, and i reached my apartment about 3pm. I slept until 6pm, when i started to feel hungry.
This is not important.
I went down (1st floor) to eat alone because my room-mate went down earlier than me and ta pao and another house mate had finished his meal and coming up. Fate always like this. Haha. So, what to do? Eat alone lo.
I found a shop and i went in. That time, there was only me in the restaurant. After i ordered the food and it was served, i ate slowly.
While i was eating, i saw 1 couple walking in. And guess what? They are SABS alumni. But it is ok as i always met them in that restaurant as well as in Taylors. We said "hi" to each other and they found their way to their seats.
And few minutes after that, another couple came in. One of them is SABS alumni!!!!! Oh my god!!!! So, the situation was there were 5 persons in that restaurant (including me). Four out of five is sabs alumni. Three out of four sabs alumni is coupled. The remaining 1.....sitting there eating alone.
While i have to hardly swallow my meal, i have to force myself to listen to their conversation, their laughter, their flirting, their "geli" topic....
At the end, after i finished my meal, when i want to stand up from my chair, i found out i can't stand up because people sitting behind me sat closely to me. It is either i push the table or i jump out. Of course i did neither. I squeeze myself out from the table.
So SHAMEFUL, i quickly paid and walked out from the restaurant. What a day for me. The entire session, there was no other customer other than 4 Sabs alumni and one more happy and drowned into river of love girl.
Haiz, sit alone, eat alone, drink alone, pay alone, walk alone..........bachelor.....i still prefer it!!! :D
Thursday, my class finished very early, about 1pm i think, and i reached my apartment about 3pm. I slept until 6pm, when i started to feel hungry.
This is not important.
I went down (1st floor) to eat alone because my room-mate went down earlier than me and ta pao and another house mate had finished his meal and coming up. Fate always like this. Haha. So, what to do? Eat alone lo.
I found a shop and i went in. That time, there was only me in the restaurant. After i ordered the food and it was served, i ate slowly.
While i was eating, i saw 1 couple walking in. And guess what? They are SABS alumni. But it is ok as i always met them in that restaurant as well as in Taylors. We said "hi" to each other and they found their way to their seats.
And few minutes after that, another couple came in. One of them is SABS alumni!!!!! Oh my god!!!! So, the situation was there were 5 persons in that restaurant (including me). Four out of five is sabs alumni. Three out of four sabs alumni is coupled. The remaining 1.....sitting there eating alone.
While i have to hardly swallow my meal, i have to force myself to listen to their conversation, their laughter, their flirting, their "geli" topic....
At the end, after i finished my meal, when i want to stand up from my chair, i found out i can't stand up because people sitting behind me sat closely to me. It is either i push the table or i jump out. Of course i did neither. I squeeze myself out from the table.
So SHAMEFUL, i quickly paid and walked out from the restaurant. What a day for me. The entire session, there was no other customer other than 4 Sabs alumni and one more happy and drowned into river of love girl.
Haiz, sit alone, eat alone, drink alone, pay alone, walk alone..........bachelor.....i still prefer it!!! :D
Most fruitful break
I have my 2 weeks break start from last last week. It is a good timing actually as the first day of break is Ching Ming. But who expect there is a maths competition during the holiday. So, i have to waste rm21.90 x 2 = rm43.80 to go back to kl and go back to kuantan again just for the sake of Euclid Mathematics Competition.
This is not the main point here. I thought this holiday would be the same past holiday. Boring, same routine everyday, just stay in house and go yum cha with my friends. Luckily, it turns out to be a very interesting holiday.
I want to take back my SPM original certs. And i choose a very unique day to go back. It is saturday. But saturday usually don't have school right? And so co-incident, that saturday has school. At the end, i meet more teachers than students that day (can't blame the school, sabs students famous for ponteng-ing on saturday).
I have a chat with a lot of teachers. From GPK to discipline and prefect teachers, from ketua panitia to my f1 teachers, from retiring teachers to new teachers but i don't meet the new pengetua as i don't know her at all.
As usual, some of them have forgotten me where am i heading after this. Same thing again, once i say out South Africa or Afrika Selatan or Nan Fei, they are taken aback and laugh. Nevermind, i get used to it already.
For teachers that already knew i am going to South Africa, they ask me to take back some diamonds for them. Got red diamond, blue diamond, black diamond even blood diamond. I don't know what the hack is blood diamond, but i remember there is a movie called Blood Diamond.
And the quote of the day is from highly respected English teacher in Sabs or maybe in whole kuantan, Puan Rusnah. She says
Now i only know i had baby face last time. =.='''
But, I take it as a compliment!!! Thanks teachers!! Your blood diamond will be sent to you!!!
I meet a lot of teachers. Mr Yong, Pn Rusnah, Pn Gan, Mr KC, Pn Tan, Miss Quek, Cikgu Che Rekiah, Pn Phang, Cikgu Ishak, Cikgu Roduan and lots more (i have forgotten most of my teachers' names....sorry...)
It is a lot of fun meeting these teachers again. No more the tense feeling that had drawn an invisible line between us. What left now is the mutual respect and gratitude from me to all the teachers. Terima Kasih Cikgu!!!
And i visit the whole school again as if i were a very great alumni just came back from somewhere else. Visit class by class. And see some friends that i have not met for a long time. Koo ko, gol tiang, shwu teng (actually i not very close to her last time but now it seem closer, weird huh), teo sir, my pengawas juniors, han nan (maybe wrong spelling), billy, yong qian, hui ling and lots more (i lazy to think anymore)
But so unluckily that day all the monitors have to attend one seminar (konon-konon seminar). That's mean i not really have a good chat with 2 of my best pals, ang and chee hong. When there is a gain, there is a loss. But i know we still have lots of chances to be together.
At the end, it seem like the most valuable item i gained from this trip back to sabs is friendship and priceless memories and not that single paper of SPM cert.
Another climax of this break is i meet someone that i have not seen for more than a year. She is wan ching. Last time i met her was during Hari Kecemerlangan dan Anugerah (something like that la). Ei, no, it is not more than a year, it is almost a year. Haha.
Ok, still that demure and naive as last time. No big change except become more joyful and change her hairstyle. And thanks for her punctuality, i almost sleep in Oldtown while waiting for her.
I visit Teluk Chempedak, the must go place for every 游子. The place that can remind me i am still a Kuantanese deep inside my heart. Yes, KL might has the best shopping centers and clubs and eateries, but Kuantan has the best beach. Undeniable, TC always be the best place to relax, rewind, take a deep breath and run away from the hustle, bustle towncenter and hectic studying schedule.
Oh ya, almost forget this. Luckily, i also meet some of my St John juniors....siew ean, hui chien and mei hui. And suddenly pop out ivan. A very pleasing night for me. Enjoy some laughter with them.
The day before i leave kuantan, i go clubbing. Where else if not the only club i manage to find that does not need to pay cover fees. But, so sad it disappoints me. I don't find the clubbing ambience there. It is more like a pub or karaoke for me. Except people here are younger. But i think their Carlsberg is not that poor. It is more plain than usual. Hmmm, anyone also feel the same thing as me everytime clubbing at After 7?
I become a bad boy this time. I teach one of my best buddies to consume alcohol. It is not a good deed at all. And this unlucky victim is Bentley!!! Luckily he does not drunk after drinking one small glass of Carlsberg. But i think is because of modified Carlsberg making him not drunk.
I watch Arsenal Vs Chelsea after clubbing at a mamak stall with him. More and more memory rush to my brain. I remember last time with my friends watching football at mamak stall. Although it is a distant memory, but i still can feel it. The excitement and passion still remain in my heart.
It is saturday night. I am going back the day after. As the night slowly walking away and dawn is nearing, i know that i have to back to reality.
I have to face the truth. I still have very important exam to face in 3 weeks time. No more entertainment and pleasure time for me anymore. Have to work hard. No pain no gain. Bitter first, sweet later (先苦后甜).
But for sure, these 2 weeks break is the most remarkable break i ever had. Thanks for everyone for entertaining me during my break. I will cherish it and treasure it forever.
THANKS!!!
( are you waiting for the pictures??? haha, there is no picture this time. But i am going to buy a camera. I want to keep all my memories :D hehe, once i bought it, there will be new post frequently.)
This is not the main point here. I thought this holiday would be the same past holiday. Boring, same routine everyday, just stay in house and go yum cha with my friends. Luckily, it turns out to be a very interesting holiday.
I want to take back my SPM original certs. And i choose a very unique day to go back. It is saturday. But saturday usually don't have school right? And so co-incident, that saturday has school. At the end, i meet more teachers than students that day (can't blame the school, sabs students famous for ponteng-ing on saturday).
I have a chat with a lot of teachers. From GPK to discipline and prefect teachers, from ketua panitia to my f1 teachers, from retiring teachers to new teachers but i don't meet the new pengetua as i don't know her at all.
As usual, some of them have forgotten me where am i heading after this. Same thing again, once i say out South Africa or Afrika Selatan or Nan Fei, they are taken aback and laugh. Nevermind, i get used to it already.
For teachers that already knew i am going to South Africa, they ask me to take back some diamonds for them. Got red diamond, blue diamond, black diamond even blood diamond. I don't know what the hack is blood diamond, but i remember there is a movie called Blood Diamond.
And the quote of the day is from highly respected English teacher in Sabs or maybe in whole kuantan, Puan Rusnah. She says
Hey, you looked older now. Last time u have baby face!!
Now i only know i had baby face last time. =.='''
But, I take it as a compliment!!! Thanks teachers!! Your blood diamond will be sent to you!!!
I meet a lot of teachers. Mr Yong, Pn Rusnah, Pn Gan, Mr KC, Pn Tan, Miss Quek, Cikgu Che Rekiah, Pn Phang, Cikgu Ishak, Cikgu Roduan and lots more (i have forgotten most of my teachers' names....sorry...)
It is a lot of fun meeting these teachers again. No more the tense feeling that had drawn an invisible line between us. What left now is the mutual respect and gratitude from me to all the teachers. Terima Kasih Cikgu!!!
And i visit the whole school again as if i were a very great alumni just came back from somewhere else. Visit class by class. And see some friends that i have not met for a long time. Koo ko, gol tiang, shwu teng (actually i not very close to her last time but now it seem closer, weird huh), teo sir, my pengawas juniors, han nan (maybe wrong spelling), billy, yong qian, hui ling and lots more (i lazy to think anymore)
But so unluckily that day all the monitors have to attend one seminar (konon-konon seminar). That's mean i not really have a good chat with 2 of my best pals, ang and chee hong. When there is a gain, there is a loss. But i know we still have lots of chances to be together.
At the end, it seem like the most valuable item i gained from this trip back to sabs is friendship and priceless memories and not that single paper of SPM cert.
Another climax of this break is i meet someone that i have not seen for more than a year. She is wan ching. Last time i met her was during Hari Kecemerlangan dan Anugerah (something like that la). Ei, no, it is not more than a year, it is almost a year. Haha.
Ok, still that demure and naive as last time. No big change except become more joyful and change her hairstyle. And thanks for her punctuality, i almost sleep in Oldtown while waiting for her.
I visit Teluk Chempedak, the must go place for every 游子. The place that can remind me i am still a Kuantanese deep inside my heart. Yes, KL might has the best shopping centers and clubs and eateries, but Kuantan has the best beach. Undeniable, TC always be the best place to relax, rewind, take a deep breath and run away from the hustle, bustle towncenter and hectic studying schedule.
Oh ya, almost forget this. Luckily, i also meet some of my St John juniors....siew ean, hui chien and mei hui. And suddenly pop out ivan. A very pleasing night for me. Enjoy some laughter with them.
The day before i leave kuantan, i go clubbing. Where else if not the only club i manage to find that does not need to pay cover fees. But, so sad it disappoints me. I don't find the clubbing ambience there. It is more like a pub or karaoke for me. Except people here are younger. But i think their Carlsberg is not that poor. It is more plain than usual. Hmmm, anyone also feel the same thing as me everytime clubbing at After 7?
I become a bad boy this time. I teach one of my best buddies to consume alcohol. It is not a good deed at all. And this unlucky victim is Bentley!!! Luckily he does not drunk after drinking one small glass of Carlsberg. But i think is because of modified Carlsberg making him not drunk.
I watch Arsenal Vs Chelsea after clubbing at a mamak stall with him. More and more memory rush to my brain. I remember last time with my friends watching football at mamak stall. Although it is a distant memory, but i still can feel it. The excitement and passion still remain in my heart.
It is saturday night. I am going back the day after. As the night slowly walking away and dawn is nearing, i know that i have to back to reality.
I have to face the truth. I still have very important exam to face in 3 weeks time. No more entertainment and pleasure time for me anymore. Have to work hard. No pain no gain. Bitter first, sweet later (先苦后甜).
But for sure, these 2 weeks break is the most remarkable break i ever had. Thanks for everyone for entertaining me during my break. I will cherish it and treasure it forever.
THANKS!!!
( are you waiting for the pictures??? haha, there is no picture this time. But i am going to buy a camera. I want to keep all my memories :D hehe, once i bought it, there will be new post frequently.)
Update
Just finished my as trials. I did it in a mess. Frankly talking, this could be the worst exam i ever attended in my lifetime. Not well prepared, had sleepless nights before exam, can't concentrate during exam, can't finish it on time, can't understand what was the questions about, don't know how to do at all (not that type of know doing it but not sure whether if the answer was correct) and i just have a bad feeling when the result is announced.
Nevermind, it is 2 weeks from now for me to know the result. For now, i better brush up all my knowledge. This means lesser time infront of my laptop, more time infront of my table lamp.
Last week i finished my as trials. And today, i completed my Euclid Maths Competition. A competition i just aim for getting a cert. Even want to get a cert also not that easy. One must score at least 60% in order to get the cert. Ya, is 60%. 10 questions, that's mean i must get it correct more than half of the total questions.
Am i looking forward for getting that cert? Seriously i hope so. I really want something to compliment me. To motivate me. To tell me i am capable of doing something great. I have lost the last-time feeling of on top of the world.
Why?
Pressure. I am pressurised. I can't perform here. Now i only understand the meaning of importance of home ground advantage. It almost one-year since i stay here. I can suit the life here. I did all the homeworks and revision. But i just cant perform when it matter the most.
1 more month to rectify the problem. 1 more month for REAL AS EXAM!!
No matter what, i must perform. Maybe is the time to say goodbye to lustful online world.
Nevermind, it is 2 weeks from now for me to know the result. For now, i better brush up all my knowledge. This means lesser time infront of my laptop, more time infront of my table lamp.
Last week i finished my as trials. And today, i completed my Euclid Maths Competition. A competition i just aim for getting a cert. Even want to get a cert also not that easy. One must score at least 60% in order to get the cert. Ya, is 60%. 10 questions, that's mean i must get it correct more than half of the total questions.
Am i looking forward for getting that cert? Seriously i hope so. I really want something to compliment me. To motivate me. To tell me i am capable of doing something great. I have lost the last-time feeling of on top of the world.
Why?
Pressure. I am pressurised. I can't perform here. Now i only understand the meaning of importance of home ground advantage. It almost one-year since i stay here. I can suit the life here. I did all the homeworks and revision. But i just cant perform when it matter the most.
1 more month to rectify the problem. 1 more month for REAL AS EXAM!!
No matter what, i must perform. Maybe is the time to say goodbye to lustful online world.
My Chemistry Practical!!!
I love chemistry practical!!! It is so much fun. It is one of the periods i will never miss. It is quite important coz it carries some weight in my AS exam. But the main reason is the mystery of chemical compounds!! The miracle, mystery and magnificent effect of chemical reactions!!!
He is my experiment partner. Reliable and love to talk crap. His mouth is never closed. Even he is doing titration or heating something. Amazing huh?
This is the middle of carrying out experiment. And he is............posing.......OK, just ignore him. Can u see the colourful chemical compounds inside the test tube???? And the self-made filter funnel on the beaker infront of test tube holder?? Thanks to the guy posing. He takes away my filter funnel.
Woohoo!!!!! Cute and attracting!!! @.@ This picture is taken after titration process. Pink colour appears in the conical flask. Neutral!!! Titration complete!!!
My greatest experiment!!!! It so colourful!!!! Look at the burette filled with dark blue solution, conical flask with pink neutral solution and all the A+B=C products in the test tubes!!! I love chemistry!!!
I think i am the weirdest person in chemistry lab. I am the only one in lab to snap photo while doing it. Hope i am not the only 1 in taylors history.....
He is my experiment partner. Reliable and love to talk crap. His mouth is never closed. Even he is doing titration or heating something. Amazing huh?
This is the middle of carrying out experiment. And he is............posing.......OK, just ignore him. Can u see the colourful chemical compounds inside the test tube???? And the self-made filter funnel on the beaker infront of test tube holder?? Thanks to the guy posing. He takes away my filter funnel.
Woohoo!!!!! Cute and attracting!!! @.@ This picture is taken after titration process. Pink colour appears in the conical flask. Neutral!!! Titration complete!!!
My greatest experiment!!!! It so colourful!!!! Look at the burette filled with dark blue solution, conical flask with pink neutral solution and all the A+B=C products in the test tubes!!! I love chemistry!!!
I think i am the weirdest person in chemistry lab. I am the only one in lab to snap photo while doing it. Hope i am not the only 1 in taylors history.....
Earth Hour 2009
Earth Hour!!! Did u do your part? An easy movement. Switch off all the electrical appliances. I did!! XD
Here are some pictures before and after. Kudos to Campus of Monash University!! They did switch off the lights!!!
This is before>>>>
Notice the building at the middle of the picture? That one is Monash.
This is after>>>>>
They switched off the lights at 8.30!!!!
So nice if even highways switch off the lights??? But i know it is too dangerous to do that.
Some very @#$%^& fellows. We scolded them from upstairs. They did switch off the lights. But for few minutes only. Then switched on. We scold. They switched off. Then switched on.....
We spent our whole night doing this. Quite fun also. Haha!! But why they can't live in the darkness for an hour only? Shame on them. Boooo!!!
Nothing to do........highway lights are important.
Respect to this neighbourhood!!!! Most of them switched off the lights. Only road lights are lighted. Not bad!!!!
This is what i can see in my unit. All dark!!!! Yeah!!!
!@#$%)* parasite of earth and the useless money-minded restaurant operators at the first floor.
This is the basketball court. So sad, the lights are on. And guess what? They were some players playing basketball!!!! argh!!!! I hope they disappear from this earth!!!!
And the !@#$%^&* futsal court also!!!
For me, i think that this program is not that successful. Not everyone is supporting. Especially all the nerds downstairs. They are well educated but still don't understand the concept of "we only have one earth!!!". Shame on them!!!!
This is a yearly activity. Hopefully next year it can become more successful and attract more people to join this "save the earth contingent".
Long live the EARTH!!!!
MU lost again
2 playeres sent off. Off-form defenders again.
That was the whole story tonight.
MU lost. Lost 2-nil. Lost players. Players. Not player.
Scholes sent off. Rooney sent off.
The opponent is FULHAM.
Look like it is a positive sign for liverpool.
1st champion in 19 years. Now MU is dropping points. Hope tmr match liv will not disappoint me. Hopefully. Now Lady Luck is smiling at liverpool. Liverpool have to perform tmr. Let's hope Liv will pay back HER faith.
You'll Never Walk Alone!!!!
That was the whole story tonight.
MU lost. Lost 2-nil. Lost players. Players. Not player.
Scholes sent off. Rooney sent off.
The opponent is FULHAM.
Look like it is a positive sign for liverpool.
1st champion in 19 years. Now MU is dropping points. Hope tmr match liv will not disappoint me. Hopefully. Now Lady Luck is smiling at liverpool. Liverpool have to perform tmr. Let's hope Liv will pay back HER faith.
You'll Never Walk Alone!!!!
I am going here
Do u recognise this logo? I don't think anyone seen this before.
How about this one?
Read that? Yes!!! University of Cape Town!!! Certified!!! I am going there. Hmm, actually i have no feeling. Just feel that the crest of this uni is not bad. Hehe.....
I applying for this university now. Next monday i will submit it. The requirement is Maths must be C and Physics/Chemistry C. I reach the benchmark. But for petronas benchmark, i am not there yet.
Anyway, the moment i submit my form, it means that if i reach that cut-off point, i will be going to University of Cape Town. Initially, i thought if i get very good results i can have the chance to change my future (is it "future" too much? erm, my qualification should be more apt).
It is alrite for me now. The world economy is in recession. I should be grateful of getting this scholarship and have the chance to study abroad.
Africa
South Africa
Western Cape
Cape Town
Devil's Peak
University of Cape Town
Faculty of Engineering and The Built Environment (EBE)
The place where i am heading now....but first, i must get pass next week trial.
Gambateh!!! All the best to every candidates for AS and A2 trials.
Say "NO" to Suicidal Act!!!!
This bearbrick is nice. Of course i am not saying say "no" to this bearbrick. But the title above it--suicidal tendenciesWhat is commit suicide? In a short sentence, it means kill oneself.
OK, get the idea now? I think everyone knows what is commit suicide. But did u encounter it before? Or did your have this kind of feeling before?
Trust me, don't ever have this kind of feeling. The result is devastating. I experienced this kind of moment before. Of course i was not the one want to commit suicide, but it just happened. I don't want to elaborate too much on the incidence (get what i meant?), just to show some respect to the death.
This is some kind of data i get from my research.
Luckily, Malaysia is not in the list. But who knows? Maybe in not so distant future, malaysia could make it into the list. The trend is worrying. This is another global issue. Ridiculously, there is some people in the world who do not appreciate their life. They do not treasure it. They found no meaning in life. I don't know what's the feeling. And i don't want the feeling though. I found this world has too much fun. This is a happening place. There are surprises everyday.
A friend in need is a friend indeed. Find your friend when you think you have lost faith in this world. Your friends always stand by you. They do not say it does not mean they do not mean it. Ask for help. Ask for assistance. Don't ever force yourself to the dead end. Don't ever take death as your last solution. It should not in your mind; should not in your solution list; should not ever appear in your mind even in one second.
Trust me, this world is meaningful. Everyone experiences upset. It will not last forever. Our life is like roller coaster. Ups and downs. Surprises or upsets. Happy or sad. Lucky or unlucky. It is just a part of life. There is only a line of difference between success and failure.
Don't be a judge. I believe in every religion committing suicide is forbidden. Only GOD can determine it. I am not christian. But i believe we should not take our life lightly. Everyone should live it to the fullness.
Find your friends. They are always there.
Or try this. I don't know what number should u call in Malaysia. Is it talian nur? I not sure.
Hope everyone that i know or even people i don't know, you will never take this as your way to solve a problem. GOD is not mean. HE don't open the door for you because HE has opened a window for you.
May GOD bless you all (i am not christian)
Last episode of Yellowman saga!!!
Hey, i should post this msg the moment i get back my digi line.
But, i was too happy. I hug the digi sim card and kiss it lots of time.....haha!!
I only put it down at 9.30pm, 21-3-2009.
Haha........Last saturday, about 10am, i received the msg i was waiting for.
"Yr request to change to digi is successful. Please change the sim card when this sim card is not functioning." (something like this la, i cant rmb........hehe)
Walau!! It is really a gift for me. Gift? Should be a hard-earned gift. I wanted it for so much until i cursed that indian fellow and the operator with blue colour theme uncountable times!
Should i apologise? Maybe to that materialistic operator. But impossible to that indian guy. If he still there when i return to pekeliling bus station next time, i will buat kecoh n pot to his boss. So sad i can't bring sulphuric acid (conc. H2SO4). Or maybe white phosphorus also can do equivalent damage. Hiahiahia
Last saturday, 14-3-2009, or commonly known as white valentines's, was the day i met my boyfriend. Yes, this means that he still like me. He returned my love by coming back to me!!! (eew, it becomes more gay and gay now)
Better stop it now before JAIS say my blog spread evilnism.
Yellowman has backed! But i have to reload it..............i just reloaded it the days before he left me. Another RM30 has gone......
It's alrite as long as my hp is in yellow coverage now! :D
But, i was too happy. I hug the digi sim card and kiss it lots of time.....haha!!
I only put it down at 9.30pm, 21-3-2009.
Haha........Last saturday, about 10am, i received the msg i was waiting for.
"Yr request to change to digi is successful. Please change the sim card when this sim card is not functioning." (something like this la, i cant rmb........hehe)
Walau!! It is really a gift for me. Gift? Should be a hard-earned gift. I wanted it for so much until i cursed that indian fellow and the operator with blue colour theme uncountable times!
Should i apologise? Maybe to that materialistic operator. But impossible to that indian guy. If he still there when i return to pekeliling bus station next time, i will buat kecoh n pot to his boss. So sad i can't bring sulphuric acid (conc. H2SO4). Or maybe white phosphorus also can do equivalent damage. Hiahiahia
Last saturday, 14-3-2009, or commonly known as white valentines's, was the day i met my boyfriend. Yes, this means that he still like me. He returned my love by coming back to me!!! (eew, it becomes more gay and gay now)
Better stop it now before JAIS say my blog spread evilnism.
Yellowman has backed! But i have to reload it..............i just reloaded it the days before he left me. Another RM30 has gone......
It's alrite as long as my hp is in yellow coverage now! :D
Random (again???)
I just checked all my fren's blog.
Coincidentally(or this week is random-week), most of their post titles are "random, randoms, random updates...........)
I have a lot of things to write about, but next week is my trials....haiz.....have to work very hard(procrastination is not good)
wait till this weekend la, i got a lot of stories to say.
especially the 3rd episode of yellow man....stay tuned!!!
Coincidentally(or this week is random-week), most of their post titles are "random, randoms, random updates...........)
I have a lot of things to write about, but next week is my trials....haiz.....have to work very hard(procrastination is not good)
wait till this weekend la, i got a lot of stories to say.
especially the 3rd episode of yellow man....stay tuned!!!
Who said Van der Sar is the best keeper in EPL??
Woohoo~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!
First thing i want to say is................................yes, you get it all right!!!!!
Manchester United 1 Liverpool 4
Where was the venue???? Old Trafford. Theater of Dreams????!!! Yes. Suitable for a day dreamer like them. Lol.
Ok, i don't want critic mu. Just want to tell you guys how bad is Van der Sar.
Yes, he holds the record of not conceding a goal for the longest time in EPL history. But i think this has to thanks to Vidic and Ferdinand. They 2 were the 1 working tirelessly to keep their goal like made of gold. Without them, even the goal size is reduced by half, i think Van der Sar even can't keep a clean sheet for 2 consecutive matches.
I admit Vidic and Ferdinand are mu most important and influential player. A team without a good defend can easily be overturned although they are winning. This is what happened today. Mu were leading 1-0. That penalty is clean and clear. No doubt. Reina did not touch the ball. But before this, did mu has 1 shot on goal?? No!! They just controlling the ball without pushing forward for urgency.
After that goal, we can see who is a better tactician and which team has a more powerful midfielder. Mu has the best defend line-up (according to the data given), but it is easily destroyed and humiliated when facing torres and gerrard.
When everyone thought that "don't worry, we still have Van der Sar". He might had made the worst mistake in his life time. Penalty. He almost saved it. Some credit can be given to him.
But after that. Holy-sh**! Look like he was bribed by liverpool. He didn't move at all when free kick by aurelio was flying towards the right corner of the goal. He thought it was out?? But. that goal didn't look like going out anyway. I believe even a Malaysian keeper can judge it by their own.
Ok, free kick is hard to be saved....... because infront of keeper got moving player. But how about the last goal??? An easy loop by a defender, Dossena. He didn't even want to save the goal. Just jumped a little bit then gave up.
Best goalkeeper huh??? How many shot on goal did he saved? I can't remember even once. The keeper at the other side is more functioning and useful than him althought he let in more goal than him in other matches.
Van der Sar, the best keeper in EPL and mu history? I don't think so. I think Fabien Barthez is better than him.
Lost Vidic, lost the whole match. Look like Vidic is more important than Ronaldo......
Can Liverpool win EPL after 19 years? I hope so. Still 2 more months to go. Just wait and see, guys!!! hiahiahia............
First thing i want to say is................................yes, you get it all right!!!!!
Manchester United 1 Liverpool 4
Where was the venue???? Old Trafford. Theater of Dreams????!!! Yes. Suitable for a day dreamer like them. Lol.
Ok, i don't want critic mu. Just want to tell you guys how bad is Van der Sar.
Yes, he holds the record of not conceding a goal for the longest time in EPL history. But i think this has to thanks to Vidic and Ferdinand. They 2 were the 1 working tirelessly to keep their goal like made of gold. Without them, even the goal size is reduced by half, i think Van der Sar even can't keep a clean sheet for 2 consecutive matches.
I admit Vidic and Ferdinand are mu most important and influential player. A team without a good defend can easily be overturned although they are winning. This is what happened today. Mu were leading 1-0. That penalty is clean and clear. No doubt. Reina did not touch the ball. But before this, did mu has 1 shot on goal?? No!! They just controlling the ball without pushing forward for urgency.
After that goal, we can see who is a better tactician and which team has a more powerful midfielder. Mu has the best defend line-up (according to the data given), but it is easily destroyed and humiliated when facing torres and gerrard.
When everyone thought that "don't worry, we still have Van der Sar". He might had made the worst mistake in his life time. Penalty. He almost saved it. Some credit can be given to him.
But after that. Holy-sh**! Look like he was bribed by liverpool. He didn't move at all when free kick by aurelio was flying towards the right corner of the goal. He thought it was out?? But. that goal didn't look like going out anyway. I believe even a Malaysian keeper can judge it by their own.
Ok, free kick is hard to be saved....... because infront of keeper got moving player. But how about the last goal??? An easy loop by a defender, Dossena. He didn't even want to save the goal. Just jumped a little bit then gave up.
Best goalkeeper huh??? How many shot on goal did he saved? I can't remember even once. The keeper at the other side is more functioning and useful than him althought he let in more goal than him in other matches.
Van der Sar, the best keeper in EPL and mu history? I don't think so. I think Fabien Barthez is better than him.
Lost Vidic, lost the whole match. Look like Vidic is more important than Ronaldo......
Can Liverpool win EPL after 19 years? I hope so. Still 2 more months to go. Just wait and see, guys!!! hiahiahia............
You'll never walk alone
I am Gay (the new english version of GAY)
I miss a guy............it sound so gay.........but i have to admit it. I really miss him.
He has been my faithful, loyal supporter, partner, friend, alliance and companion.
When i feel like i need him, he will always stand beside me (or fly beside me??). He always be there. No matter hot and dry, windy and snowy(btw, malaysia doesn't snow...), rainy and humid, he always follow whatever i told him to do.
It is hard to find this kind of friends. Ask yourself, who is willing to sacrifice so much?? And that person is not your relatives!!!!
And now, he has gone. Because of one of my mistake. Because of my greed. I lost him. I lost my best partner. I lost my one and only guy-friend.
Haiz, i really hope he can come back. It is ok even u look quite awkward. It is ok u r more yellowish than most of us ("us" is meant to chinese, of course not malay and impossible indian la). I just want your content. Your inner strength. Your ability when i need you the most. And yr affordable price.
I will be feeling very GAY (old english version) when u come back to me again. Come back ba!!
Hope u all can help me to find my guy-friend. This is how he looked like
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He is quite famous actually. He appeared on tv a lot of times already. This is one of the movie he took part in. Oscar-winner acting!!! Ichibang!!!!
You always say "i will follow you". Are you following me now?
He has been my faithful, loyal supporter, partner, friend, alliance and companion.
When i feel like i need him, he will always stand beside me (or fly beside me??). He always be there. No matter hot and dry, windy and snowy(btw, malaysia doesn't snow...), rainy and humid, he always follow whatever i told him to do.
It is hard to find this kind of friends. Ask yourself, who is willing to sacrifice so much?? And that person is not your relatives!!!!
And now, he has gone. Because of one of my mistake. Because of my greed. I lost him. I lost my best partner. I lost my one and only guy-friend.
Haiz, i really hope he can come back. It is ok even u look quite awkward. It is ok u r more yellowish than most of us ("us" is meant to chinese, of course not malay and impossible indian la). I just want your content. Your inner strength. Your ability when i need you the most. And yr affordable price.
I will be feeling very GAY (old english version) when u come back to me again. Come back ba!!
Hope u all can help me to find my guy-friend. This is how he looked like
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He is quite famous actually. He appeared on tv a lot of times already. This is one of the movie he took part in. Oscar-winner acting!!! Ichibang!!!!
You always say "i will follow you". Are you following me now?
DiGi, please come back
It has been 3 days since that tragedy strikes on me.......and my hp screen still appearing this word.......CELCOM (celaka)
I have tried to request for changing back my 016 number back to DiGi line. The demure, soft-spoken DiGi female chinese promoter said she will help me to solve this problem. It sound so nice when i heard it. Hehe........
But after 3 days, nothing much has changed, in fact, i get more and more SMS from stupiak, celaka CELCOM. Got this offer la, promotion la, advantage la, discount la..............but i DON'T care!!!!
I just want my DiGi back...........
This saying is always proven (sorry, do too much of FM questions, FM requires a lot of proving :P).
I have tried to request for changing back my 016 number back to DiGi line. The demure, soft-spoken DiGi female chinese promoter said she will help me to solve this problem. It sound so nice when i heard it. Hehe........
But after 3 days, nothing much has changed, in fact, i get more and more SMS from stupiak, celaka CELCOM. Got this offer la, promotion la, advantage la, discount la..............but i DON'T care!!!!
I just want my DiGi back...........
This saying is always proven (sorry, do too much of FM questions, FM requires a lot of proving :P).
U will never realise how much u dependent on something until it disappears from your sight亲爱的，快回来吧！我很想你！！
CELCOM MAKAN TAHI
I would like to write the title of this blog as *&^%$# but i know it would be very rude......so i just left it blank
I didn't experience this kind of feeling for very long time until yesterday 9pm.
2 sudden messages made me mad instantly. Just feel like killing someone or cursing someone. At the end, i did kill someone (of coz thru on9 game) but the cursing still continue while i typing this post.
I will become mad when people con me or cheat me. Am i so naive until yesterday 9pm i only realised i was being cheated???
*&%$! I swear to the GOD that bullshit CELCOM promoter did not tell me what is the consequence once i signed that stupid, idiot, buffalo form!!!!
He only told me i can get something for FREE!!!! He did not............yes!!!! DID NOT!!!! said that it was something changing network line or things like that.
He never explained to me anything and just continue cheating and conning me!!!
SWEAR TO THE GOD!!! I will find him this friday or saturday (depends on which day i am more free).
Celaka, i have been controlling my temper very well since i retired from my kp post. This is the first time........very first time since that *&^#$@ E*win discipline case........... make me explode!!!
I only have anger in my heart now...........only have revenge in my mind........watch out CELCOM celaka promoter!!!!! (by the way, he is an Indian fellow at Titiwangsa celcom booth near monorail station there)
I didn't experience this kind of feeling for very long time until yesterday 9pm.
2 sudden messages made me mad instantly. Just feel like killing someone or cursing someone. At the end, i did kill someone (of coz thru on9 game) but the cursing still continue while i typing this post.
I will become mad when people con me or cheat me. Am i so naive until yesterday 9pm i only realised i was being cheated???
*&%$! I swear to the GOD that bullshit CELCOM promoter did not tell me what is the consequence once i signed that stupid, idiot, buffalo form!!!!
He only told me i can get something for FREE!!!! He did not............yes!!!! DID NOT!!!! said that it was something changing network line or things like that.
He never explained to me anything and just continue cheating and conning me!!!
SWEAR TO THE GOD!!! I will find him this friday or saturday (depends on which day i am more free).
Celaka, i have been controlling my temper very well since i retired from my kp post. This is the first time........very first time since that *&^#$@ E*win discipline case........... make me explode!!!
I only have anger in my heart now...........only have revenge in my mind........watch out CELCOM celaka promoter!!!!! (by the way, he is an Indian fellow at Titiwangsa celcom booth near monorail station there)
Ouch
Yes!!! Finally i finished my 2nd semester 2nd term test!!!!
Phew, yesterday was a marathon for me.
I woke up at 8am, finish washing my clothes and eating my breakfast about at 10am then i start studying.
I don't know why i so hardworking this time. U know...........yesterday was sunday. Sunday meant for enjoying. Even in bible, it states that sunday should be a rest day (coincidentally, israel first attacked palestine on sunday)
Ok, don't talk bout other stuff than myself (so self-centered ah...)
So, i start stuying from about 10am. I studied non-stop until my stomach surrendered. I went to have lunch at 3pm.
Amazingly, even i was eating infront of tv, i was not attracted to it. I went to study again after half an hour.
Study
Study
Study
Until 8pm..........with my almost half-closed eyes, oily and messy hair and dirty face, i went to mandi.
Woohoo!!! Again!!! I broke the record. In half an hour, i finished taking bath and makan malam. Guess what's my dinner???? 2 sardine bun i bought from mydin.
Seriously, i didn't feel full at all. But, what to do? Who asked me to have fun whole day on saturday?????? Haiz............
I kept studying until 12am. That's the end of the day.
More than 12 hours of studying. Less than 1 hour of resting. And i did it. I finished whole AS chemistry organic chapters!!! :D
Consequence is................
this morning i have terrible stomach ache................i very scared coz i thought i might be gastric. Luckily, at the end of the day, i found it it is only sign of "pang sai", or more hygiene talking---diarrheoa.............
Today, whole day, i kept going to toilet. I even late to my chemistry test.....
Will i do it again? I think i will.....but this time with more less chewable food beside me ;P
Phew, yesterday was a marathon for me.
I woke up at 8am, finish washing my clothes and eating my breakfast about at 10am then i start studying.
I don't know why i so hardworking this time. U know...........yesterday was sunday. Sunday meant for enjoying. Even in bible, it states that sunday should be a rest day (coincidentally, israel first attacked palestine on sunday)
Ok, don't talk bout other stuff than myself (so self-centered ah...)
So, i start stuying from about 10am. I studied non-stop until my stomach surrendered. I went to have lunch at 3pm.
Amazingly, even i was eating infront of tv, i was not attracted to it. I went to study again after half an hour.
Study
Study
Study
Until 8pm..........with my almost half-closed eyes, oily and messy hair and dirty face, i went to mandi.
Woohoo!!! Again!!! I broke the record. In half an hour, i finished taking bath and makan malam. Guess what's my dinner???? 2 sardine bun i bought from mydin.
Seriously, i didn't feel full at all. But, what to do? Who asked me to have fun whole day on saturday?????? Haiz............
I kept studying until 12am. That's the end of the day.
More than 12 hours of studying. Less than 1 hour of resting. And i did it. I finished whole AS chemistry organic chapters!!! :D
Consequence is................
this morning i have terrible stomach ache................i very scared coz i thought i might be gastric. Luckily, at the end of the day, i found it it is only sign of "pang sai", or more hygiene talking---diarrheoa.............
Today, whole day, i kept going to toilet. I even late to my chemistry test.....
Will i do it again? I think i will.....but this time with more less chewable food beside me ;P
準到不行
Maybe some of u already have this 心理測驗. Actually, i get this from bentley. I very dak han, so i tried.
Omg!!! I shouldn't try. Once i tried, i found it damn accurate.
So, just want to share this with yr guys :) (hope it is accurate for u too!!)
心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易, 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是：
a.感動
b.傷心
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張
排好了嗎？準備看答案囉！
請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔～
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[a] 感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是......
排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。 排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。
[b] 傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是.....
排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。
[c] 痛：你想要別人覺得你是......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明, 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。
[d] 生氣：你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。
[e] 擔心/緊張：其實真實的你是......
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。 排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!
Omg!!! I shouldn't try. Once i tried, i found it damn accurate.
So, just want to share this with yr guys :) (hope it is accurate for u too!!)
心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易, 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是：
a.感動
b.傷心
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張
排好了嗎？準備看答案囉！
請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔～
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[a] 感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是......
排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。 排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。
[b] 傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是.....
排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。
[c] 痛：你想要別人覺得你是......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明, 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。
[d] 生氣：你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。
[e] 擔心/緊張：其實真實的你是......
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。 排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!
Emo post
I warning you now, this is an emo post..............
i had 2 test this week. one is mechanics another 1 is further maths.
Mechanics i did pretty well, hope can pass this time..............please, i just wan to pass, not to score........
further maths...........haiz, this time was the worst.........i only can answer 1 part out of 4 parts.......too nervous, ya, at the beginning, i quite nervous and i was doing it with snail's pace.........
i don't know what should i do to overcome this problem.........exercise, yes, i have done a lot of exe, although is not all, but at least i try everyday.
But, still, this problem still exists. i dont know how i going to get at least a B for my further maths. Hopefully mechanics part (paper 2) can save me from drowning.......but i read past year questions before, mechanics is much more harder than pure maths part. But, how come at this junction, my score is opposite???
I have tuition every tuesday. and it costs a lot.....really a lot...........almost half of my allowance contributed to this side.
actually, i quite interested in further maths. it is something that i never learnt before but i know it is very useful in my future. but, i just don't know how to score in the exam.........
still, i am struggling. struggling for no reason. i am not working hard enough?
i warned you. this is an emo post.
i had 2 test this week. one is mechanics another 1 is further maths.
Mechanics i did pretty well, hope can pass this time..............please, i just wan to pass, not to score........
further maths...........haiz, this time was the worst.........i only can answer 1 part out of 4 parts.......too nervous, ya, at the beginning, i quite nervous and i was doing it with snail's pace.........
i don't know what should i do to overcome this problem.........exercise, yes, i have done a lot of exe, although is not all, but at least i try everyday.
But, still, this problem still exists. i dont know how i going to get at least a B for my further maths. Hopefully mechanics part (paper 2) can save me from drowning.......but i read past year questions before, mechanics is much more harder than pure maths part. But, how come at this junction, my score is opposite???
I have tuition every tuesday. and it costs a lot.....really a lot...........almost half of my allowance contributed to this side.
actually, i quite interested in further maths. it is something that i never learnt before but i know it is very useful in my future. but, i just don't know how to score in the exam.........
still, i am struggling. struggling for no reason. i am not working hard enough?
I don't know....just feel that my future is quite dim now.
Seriously i hope the light will reach me very soon........
Seriously i hope the light will reach me very soon........
i warned you. this is an emo post.
Stupiak but funny video
This is the video my friend take when we are having our most delicious dinner i ever had in Subang (coz i am using my own money.......sob....sob...)
Quite funny for me, but maybe you all won't understand. just a memory for me!!! :)
it quite long, it took me bout half an hour to upload it........thanks for watching!!!
Quite funny for me, but maybe you all won't understand. just a memory for me!!! :)
it quite long, it took me bout half an hour to upload it........thanks for watching!!!
I AM........
